Monday, October 6, 2008

Paranoia, Supernatural, 2012, and the Restart of Everything

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: End of Days - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: No idea how to describe it. Violent? Disorder? Left alone to tremble in the dark?

Man I just feel like tossing all this work into open flame...yes, my poetic days are gone for now, I know you guys are waiting for me to post on my trip in Sumatra but I haven't got the photos out of the disposable cam yet. So yea, more heavy dosages of the Sumatra aftermath.

I had a really weird dream 2 days ago, something about talking people (possibly spirits) to go to "The Light" and an old man committing suicide during that hypnagogic state and I couldn't sleep properly as I was disturbed. I visited my sanctuary and true self said it's because I've been reading too much stories. Possibly because I read too many psychic experiences that I feel like one of them? Maybe, maybe not.

Clairvoyance. Zener cards. They could be out of luck or my subconcious is actually a sleeping giant. Having heard that skill is connected to seeing ghosts, I got paranoid, but as heard from a new friend of mine in USA, she said that if I get scared I would attract more negative energy and ghosts. But I foud my inner peace so I can consult my inner self on dealing with these things.

However, another topic rises again. 2012, and the myth that possibly Singapore sinks when the next tsunami comes......we're doomed anyways. Extra Terrestrials abducting us, The biggest earthquake that can destroy the world, what other theories are there? Oh yea, us turning into zombies, bees becoming extinct, inserts 2012 bullcrap, just keep moving forward, or some of us here may find a way to shield the Earth from armageddon, a hero is born....

The restart of all those things I hate. Coming to Singapore, ever being an existing object, obsessing over the fiction than the real. I die, again.


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