TAG (has guilty conscience)

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Billie Jean - Michael Jackson (GAAAAAAAAAAH the mania after his death)
Mood: hating jet lag

I need something to take it out on coz jet lag is taking away my vitality x.x so...I stole this tag from Facebook (also not really sure how to act sarcastic ._.)

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Objective:Are you mean and sarcastic?

Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically?
If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are!
If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note :D
Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.(YR stands for Your Response.)

If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute..
YR: *pukes* Okay...in the dictionary, cute is defined as ugly but adorable. But for your case, cut out "adorable"

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome..
YR: HAHAHAHAHA I'd say...there'd be 100000000000 other people who would say that

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: count ME out, and this fact had already disproven the fact that EVERYONE likes you

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..
YR: *coughlafcough* Are you attempting to mock me? If so. You FAIL. In which also proves you fail at mocking, which is...apparently, a vital skill.

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR: Yeah sure of course......what the heck is Bruneian?

If an annoying pretty woman/handsome guy says:
1) I know you like me.
YR: O_x tell you what...take a gun, put it on your head, before shooting take this penny so that you can pay Charon to cross the River Styx

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR: dude...I was staring at the dead person with the machete beside you, beware of your personal poltergiest

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR: I don't care, you aren't either.

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: Men with money...GOSH when will they ever get their eyes off cash?

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR: Hatred is manipulative. So I could obviously do the same to you

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:
1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR: go and die

2) May I have your cell phone number, please please please pleaseeeee?
YR: go and die

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night..
YR: go and die (x3 already? O.O)

4) What do you like about me?
YR: The fact that you're gonna die soon

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR: *punches face* that should make your face worse than grotesque, and I hate you sooooo much

If your enemy says:
1) Hi bitch!
YR: *walks* Oh I'm sorry, were you referring to me? I thought you were referring to your own dog

2) You smell like shit!
YR: That's coz you're standing right next to the toilet. Apparently someone forgot to flush

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!
YR: Does it even look like I can be laughed at? *evil grin*

4) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: Oh my, someone's gonna regret this for sure. *ghost is standing next to me...she's so dead this round XD*

5) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
YR: I ain't racing, and I'm definitely not gonna bet on you.

If your annoying ex says:
1) punch the face.
YR: *punch* didn't see that one coming?

2) I know you still love me!
YR: An atrocious lie.

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby..
YR: Oh sweetie I do love you so...but that was once upon a time...

4) Please call me...
YR: Why should I? You're history

5) The break up hurts me so much..
YR: But it hurts my heart even more *pulls out heart and points at scar*, when will you ever empathise?

If an annoying salesperson says:
1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: Uhh...thanks?

2) Seriously, I used this product and look at me, I am changed!
YR: Oh no, market failure (NOT MY ANSWER, but DAMM GOOD)

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: OMG there's another with 75% discount!

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
YR: Do you honestly think that I could fall for that product?

5) That product is not good; it causes pimples all over your face.
YR: When I buy it I can still complain about you

To tolerate is to give away vitality (with a 3POV)

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: (believe it or not) Black or White - Michael Jackson (serious lame pun with the blog layout)
Mood: rushy o_o

As we all know...the late Michael Jackson has passed on, and this is such a late tribute to his death. He may have led a paradoxical life (when he was a kid he performed like an adult, and as an adult he wanted to live as a child, when young he looked like a typical African American, when older he looked Caucasian) but we'll still remember him as the King of Pop and the moonwalk creator. (I do like how Li Ann puts it too - "weird awesome man")

GAH!!! I suck at making things sound beautiful. I just got totally pwned when I saw this in deviantArt:

Full Image Here
I mean, that just made him look good and angelic again (and hot :o) credits to mlcamaro for that awesome artwork. AND I don't care if you think all of this is overrated about his death and bla bla bla. My blog, my game, my rules.

So now that I made that statement, I'd also like to post a 3POV (3rd person point of view) on the mystery of MJ's death. I personally think that his doc might of gave MJ a wrong dosage which led to his death. Possibly there may be something else to why the doc had suddenly disappear just like that. That's all I got :D

Other than that...I've been on vacation, will post photos when I get them (in Facebook only) I also got highlights...bwahahahaha I have to play ninja so that the serious teachers don't notice. I also haven't camwhored for a while now.

I also wonder if people read long ramblings without pics >.>

I am Medium

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Heretics and Killers - Protest The Hero
Mood: bored

I am possibly the worst blog owner you'll ever come across. I mean...who won't update their blog in 2 MONTHS TIME?!

The holidays have started, and I'll possibly be bored, till I can find something that doesn't bore me to death. 2 days ago was labelled one of my best days. I won't elaborate on what happened tho. Coz rambling on and on about the same subject would also bore the readers to their deaths.

I had my b'day party, and I'll post photos up in my Facebook really soon. And still wishing for an electric guitar...I also wanna know how to sweep, shred, and also pick really really fast...like super fast you can lose count of it.

What else is there to talk about? ...

BY GOSH

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: my minor cough
Mood: >8O !!!!!
BY GOSH IT'S BEEN A FREAKING LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATED!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Anyways, I had a fun BBQ last night with my classmates yesterday. Photos are uploaded to facebook (gosh I'm more addicted to facebook than my own blog now) And as for today, I nearly hibernated, but then I promised my riend Tania that we'd go out together to Peninsular Plaza together.

Turns out Peninsular Plaza is f-king creepy, but Peninsular Shopping Center is another story. So we went there and I bought some apparel! I gotta tell you, Peninsular Shopping center is a rocker's haven, cckered shirts, band T-shirts, chokers, spikes and more! Let alone a GUITAR SHOP!!!!!!! I've went into Davis, checked out a few stuff there, the shop keepers seem reserved in Davis, but they have a box set for a strat copy that is less than $200. If only my parents could just approve the fact I could catch up to guitar playing well...I mean, electric guitar, once you know the basics, it's just like a toy, barring is much easier with an electric guitar I could play the F chord easily, along with power chords, and scales, and harmonics, and (too much to name... not really) Also checked out Dan Enterprise, they have Ibanez but no GAX >.>




...and my com hates me so I can't upload pics into this blog entry once more =.= Signing out?

Tag

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Breathless - Cody Sheldon
Mood: bored again =.=

Cody Sheldon...kicked out from AI8, it SUCKED! (Well I only got interested for this Season of American Idol because of him) so recently he posted a video trailer of his latest horror movie Infection. And I am doing a TAG!!! lmao here I go:

Directions:
Mark the stupid things you've done, then add up the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 50 questions which means that the number you get as your score (x2) is your percentage.

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [ ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x]Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [X]Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10.[x]Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 6

11. [x] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion (myself LMAO)
12. [x]Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else (table, chair you name it)
13. [x]Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [ ]Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble (even fly out)
17. [ ]Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x]Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot (that's not stupid, it happens. soccer!)

Running total: 12

21. [x] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x]Have run into a closed door
25. [x]Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x]It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ]Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x]Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 17

31. [x]After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped on it
32. [x]Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x]Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x]Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [x]Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [x]Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [ ]Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x]Walked into a pole
40. [x] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 25

41. [x] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [ ] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [x] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it!
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [ ] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Total : 31/50
Stupidity Percentage: 62%

LMFAO I'm stupid...almost >.> and I taga nybody who wants to do it

Bored

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Put a banana in your ear - Charlie the unicorn
Mood: high

The power of 8

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Now Playing: Nemesis - Arch Enemy
Mood: curious




real wishes



So yeah, recently I stumbled across this website that says they grant real wishes with the power of 8 (not sure what is it tho) so I made a wish. Their reviews were good, no one complaining at all. So I thought I should sprfead the word a little. That's all.

ps: there're no Satanic acts to this.

☻going HIGH (again) pt 4☻

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Spit You Out - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: *stares at title*

So now it's time to explain why I'm in a craze for Bullet For My Valentine. You see, I feel band chemistry kicking in...



My last first jamming session, I was surprised that I could last for about 5 or 6 songs during this jam session, the only body parts that were in pain was my legs LAWL! I surprised myself there. Only thing is...I'ma damn noob at adjusting the mic. My voice was seriously soft when all that loud instruments were playing (I even told the guitarist that my singing/screaming voice was medium soft =.= just didn't think it would be DAMN SOFT) and he also said that my pronounciation ain't that good, or something among those lines, but other than that, it's ain't that bad, and I enjoyed my first jamming man.

When I return home, I kinda suffered from aftermath HIGH and went shouting WOOOHOOO and then walking like a drunkard and then feeling a bit dizzy like I danced around in circles...and I wanna do it again, I can't wait for next week XD I can't wait to get closer to me bandmates (coz right now she still has no idea what the names of the drummers and guitarists are) maybe I should headbang more, take drugs an excessive amount of sugar, go high and hyper...ok now I'm HIGH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA (laughing too hard to even sign off of her blog)

☻going HIGH (again) pt 3☻

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Hand of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: *stares at title*

Yes...I'm in that Bullet for my Valentine craze...will explain in part 4.

6 December...20th Dance Arts Recital...and I was in it. I was in section 2 in the tap dance called "Hit Me Up" LOL we looked like penguins with our costumes.

5th December was actually our full dress rehearsals...and I took some photos at that day.

Fatin & I

Candid

FOOD!!

Left: Lee Jin, Top: Claudia, Bottom: Lisa, all three leng luis XD

I fail at doing the million reflections effect X_X

And I also took pictures of the little kids XD

Red: Toy Soldiers, Blue: Beauties of the Nile

lol Fatin was right, you ask the kids to smile at the camera and then they go crazy LOL

zomg their ponytails are so kawaii lawl!

Too bad the tickets were sold out when I tried getting'em (wanted to watch Section 3!!!) But I still enjoyed myself when I performed on stage =D

☻going HIGH (again) pt 2☻

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: All These Things I Hate - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: *stares at title*

Other than managing to decorate our house, one of my Malaysian friends visited again! LOL so we hung out at Takashimaya, chat mainly about what happened during her MUN in S'pore and hilariosity.

LOLMAO who knew that such cute teddy bears could be soooo dangerous.

Veemelia...the girl who visited me XD

A bigger version of the killer teddy bear christmas tree

Yeah...I have got no sense of vocabulary right now so I'll let the pictures do the talking. While walking home, I took this at Paragon.

One thing's weird tho...when the economy is in the state of crisis, Singapore goes all glam over the decorations, but when the economy is doing good, their decorations are crap ._. Is this a dirty tactic to attract tourists?

☻going HIGH (again) pt 1☻

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Suffocating Under Words of Sorrow - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: *stares at title*

Okay yeah, for these blog entries I'ma divide it into 4 parts. Coz I got 4 different topics to update at once, savvy?

First things first, CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!! I took that time to decorate the house with my mom and this is what we've got:

Well, I got bored at first so I thought I took the picture of a plain ol' christmas tree in worm's eye view. Looks tall eh?

Yes we also decorated the stairs...still incomplete tho

Here's the "overcrowded with balls" christmas tree that me mom and I have finished

Last but not least, the HOLLY!! XD

Random note of the day: Nail polish and Christmas decorating do not mix.

Christmas decorating made my one day old nail polish look like it's one week old =/

◄'o'►

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Detroit Rock City - KISS
Mood: like flying XD

okay...Kar Keat's coming to visit me Sunday. Friday and Saturday I am busy. And I just learnt wat are the high and low points for my vocal cords.

Warm Milo - helps a lot wif vocal cords, it kinda opens them up better. Maybe it's because of the heat of the drink that kinda makes my voice go louder and more powerful.

Tim Tam - SADLY, chocolates make my throat sound really HOARSE D= it just only came to my head while I was trying to scream along Waking the Demon

In conclusion, warm stuff helps, cold stuff doesn't XD and different people have different styles so I won't be surprised if Mountain Dew actually helped your vocal cords.

▄╔Tag╗▄

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Another Way to Die - Alicia Keys and Jack White
Mood: I AM THE HEROINE!!!!!

Stolen from Billy's blog


▄╔╗▄The Self▄╔╗▄

[01]Real Name: Amanda
[02]Nickname: Amanda (LOL jk) Let's see...Man (I'm serious my mom calls me that), the rocker, the freak, the one, the noob, the (inserts random word here)
[03]Married: NO wth is this man?
[04]Zodiac sign: You're talking to a monkey XD
[05]Gender: FeMale
[06]Age: I am 16 going on 17
[07]High School: Sri Garden (used to be) St Joseph Institution International
[08]College: most likely Digipen Institute
[09]Height: 163 cm
[10]Weight: 54 kg??
[11]Do you like yourself: narcissist
[12]Piercing: ear, a pair, may consdier more eg: eyebrows/more on the ear
[13]Right or Left: right handed for daily routines, left for strength (I think)
[14]Are you a freak: yes, what took you so long to find out?
[15]Hair: DARK DARK DARK brown, may want a few highlights tho
[16]Skin: between pale and tan, I wish I was paler than a ghost
[17]Allergies: none the better
[18]What are you doing now: hearing meta music, going to facebook, mental projecting to scare ppl's pants off (I think Pn Shiamala is wearing a shirt/kurung that is maroon in color)
[19]What will you do 1 hour later: maybe go to the alternate dimension (with mental projection) or play with fire
[20]What will you do 10 years later: SAVE THE WORLD!!!! (no wait, I think that one is 3 years later) then it's ANIMATING or TOURING THE WORLD or idk...I'm not precognitive ok?
[21]Live with parents: yes, what do you think?
[22]Siblings (including yourself): 2
[23]Eldest: me
[24]Youngest: my annoying brother, Ian
[25]Love/hate your family: LOVE WTH IS THIS MAN? I'm NOT EMO
[26]You found your other half: ._. no

▄╔╗▄The Love▄╔╗▄

[27]If yes, who is he/she: I wish it was him
[28]If no, who you want he/she to be: that kid with the nice emo hairdo that shreds the guitar like a damn pro and nails his metal fans
[29]Time(s) you're in a relationship: NONE
[30]Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): define woo
[31]Anyone woo you before (0-100000): I think my mom did when we were shopping for dresses, I want a long dress =w=
[32]Did anything wrong to your other half: maybe?
[33]What were the wrong you have done: whacking him too hard for a friendly greeting? my whole party having him to take pics with me? ._. idk
[34]You with your other half since: ...*depressed*
[35]Ever argue with your other half: In a dream I remember
[36]Are you straight/lesbo: I kissed the girl. DUH I'm STRAIGHT...or I'm both
[37]Reasons you love your other half: ...*more depressed*
[38]You and your other half in which stage: ...*writes emo poetry* WAIT, my BOOK ain't with me ><
[39]You woo he/she or he/she woo you: ...*gets high*
[40]Ever thought of marrying him/her: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[41]Your first best friend: Primary?? Well it had to be Joanne Chee...good times...lost contact X_X
[42]Your first enemy: not gonna say
[43]The friend you love most (1 only): 1 only?? 1 ONLY???!! DAMN BIASED LAH
[44]The enemy you hate most (1 only): biased
[45]Your most beautiful girlfriend: that girl in the hair saloon...or me XD [46]Your most handsome boyfriend: (A)
[45]The kind of girl you hate most: (L) backstabbers, bitchy, sombong, insulting (like she really means it), stereotypical cheerleader/popular/prep type
[48]The kind of guy you hate most: (E) LIARS, perverts, extremly lan si, bitchy (if it actually applies)
[49]You fell in love with your close friend before: (X) no...okay well for earlier this year you can say that, he became quite close to me
[50]Your best friend is your ex-lover: no
[51]If your friend backstabs you: this dark water bottles up inside this lake of hate, in which soon I shall unleash my limit break (okay this ain't healthy, I may get a poltergiest)
[52]If your friend betray you: try to reason first, if all else fails, DIE!!!!!
[53]If your friend woo your lover: WARNING, DO NOT CROSS THE LINE
[54]If your friend fall in love with you: sweet, I got cheese and crackers
[55]If you fall in love with your friend: what does the four letters above make?

▄╔╗▄The studies▄╔╗▄

[56]Are you a good student: the later part of the year, yes, back then, I'm quite rebel-like, DUH 4SC3 ROCKS!!! \m/
[57]You always done your homework/assignments: not really, my Malay assignments are always piled up b4 submitting
[58]The teacher/tutor you love most: Mr Toh!!! and of course Mr Rainone, Dr Underwood, and then yeah...there's still more but these 3 are my fav
[59]Always late to school/college: no
[60]Your class: 4Sc3/9JTo
[61]You love your seniors: idk
[62]Seniors who you love the most: back in Sri Garden, well there's Billy, Peter and his whole band, Afiq, and when I say love, I mean it as a friend...
[63]Your classmates good/bad: 4Sc3 = good, 9JTo = okay
[64]Excellent result classmate: 4Sc3 = ME n Jacklyn, 9JTo = idk
[65]Laziest classmate: idk
[66]Smart people: Jackyn (4Sc3) and then idk the rest
[67]Stupid people: me
[68]Good looking people: LOL everyone?
[69]Ugly people: god made this whole world to be beautiful, every1 is in one way or another, only the more prominent becomes more attractive
[70]Funny people: the guys?
[71]Cute people: ._. MONA LISA!!!!!
[72]Bad people: ._. the guys? and the whole of 4Sc3??
[73]Honest people: those whom speak their mind
[74]Acting people: gone, dead, etc
[75]You are what kind of people: I don't do labels coz I'm a freak
[76]Lip or eyes: both
[77]Shorter or taller: in the middle =D
[78]Hugs or kisses: BOTH
[79]Hesitant or spontaeneous: I can be hesitant and at the same time spontaeneous
[80]Nich stomach or nice arms: Nice BODY LARH! and nice arms too. if you want stomach go for the pancreas XD
[81]Listener or talker: both again
[82]Romantic or rich: romantic pwns
[83]Good wife or good mother: My mom la, I dun even want a wife
[84]Age to get married: I dun think I want to
[85]Number of kid(s): 1 boy 1 girl, adopted most likely
[86]Career: Animation, Band, Psionic practitioner
[87]Salary: as much as possible??
[88]Retirement age: haha, I highly doubt
[89]Properties value: ._. idk what this is
[90]Wishes: Be careful what you wish for...go to 8888 Real Wishes. Heard it works, but hen again I don't wanna take my risk coz if you gain something you may lose another eg: Find my true love but lose my best friends. So yeah, none.

◊●No Shit●◊

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Waking the Demon - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: no shit XD

HEY did anyone notice something different about the title?? THE SYMBOLS ARE BACK WOOHOO!! ok nvm...that's such a minor issue =.='

Okay anyways, yesterday was SJII's school prom/dance/end of year party/gay party/goodbye party/get drunk party/whatever party. Theme was called Volaré. I got drunk. LOL no I'm too young. It's just that it was a blast! XD

A scene of the event, for more photos, check out my Facebook account

Too bad a few of my closer frens didn't turn up. But I still had fun and got to know people better, camwhored better (wait...wtf does this mean?? o_O), opened my mouth to talk better. The bands were awesome. Especially the guitarist in the final band performance (X.E.S. I think), his style is damn yeng man I tell ya. It's like its full of energy and it looked like his soul was filled with a rocker's heart! Man I dunno how he manages to play his guitar whilst slinging it to the back of his shoulders...(yes I've seen in Guitar Hero but never really thought it was posible irl) I wish I was in a band...

REALITY CHECK, I AM in a band (most likely in already) Me bandmates and I only managed to meet once...and then I've been practicing fry vocals like shit, idk when's our nxt meeting, I lied to my parents in some way...(if they read this I die) gotta learn vibrato, maybe false cord screaming as well, and even vocal frying...these are my own aims (cept for the vibrato one, Aiden suggested that) I need to increase my lung capacity, increase stamina, increase this increase that...and I want my poetry/lyrics book back...

And then yeah, I'm trying to get the weird stuff of me true self away from my life for the moment. But the weird thing is...Chi Qin talked to a spirit dwelling in my house for quite some time...HE KNOWS ALL MY BAD HABITS AT HOME MAN!!! And he too complains about my noisy brother LOL...but still my privacy is somewhat invaded, that is if any1 actually talks to him...I better find a way to threaten him not to tell my bad habits to any1 at all...that would be so darn embarassing (ok I don't think I can spell now =.=)

Other than that, HAPPY HOLIDAYS PPL!!!! WOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Comparison of my lifestyles

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: I Think I'm Paranoid - Garbage
Mood: comparative...how obvious is that? LOL

So just to outline the differences and changes made to my lifestyle ever since I moved to Singapore

Malaysia

In short = chillax. From the start of the year, I kinda dissed the fact that fantasies remain as fantasies, no such thing as superpower whatsoever. Everything in my life would be normal, my future is set to be a cartoonist. Everyone in my class had this sense of togetherness, like a big family, mainly coz most of them are new this year. But this togetherness in my class kinda shadowed the fact that this school is also torn apart, there's little cliques you see everyday around the school all the time, like every other high school. I didn't even have to worry much about my results, they're all just around the average, or good area (cept for Maths), and I didn't really had to stick my head to books. I was an all out tomboy, an individualist because of that, but I had a crush. Two weird combinations, come together into something that doesn't work, but that's the minor problem in my life. The real problem is that in Malaysia, the entertainment industry is extremly BLEAK! Well, one of the reasons why I supported Childhood Dreamers soo much was because maybe, just maybe, they can help Malaysia's entertainment industry as we all know there's more amounts of home grown bands formed every now and then. But the bigger problem was under animations, Kampong Boy was sucessful locally, but I highly doubt Americans would know what the heck it is. I repeat to myself again, fantasies = fantasies only. Seems that Malaysia has both pros and cons.

Singapore

In short = weird. the first thing was that I couldn't enter the school because I didn't know what format or topic they're giving us. I was f**k horrible at Maths, even worse, I was motherf**king horrible in the Add Maths section, I NEVER STUDIED ADD MATHS THE FIRST PLACE!! But in the end I got to catch up to the work in school and they're also in the "B" area...cept for Add Maths, again, and Geography, which was far different than what I would have expected in Form 3 (Sec 3 for you Singaporeans) CASE STUDIES!!! I MUST MEMORISE! In here, I'm a loner. Why? idk, people don't come and talk to me I don't talke to them, which is how the whole of 4Sc3 got so close at the first place - PEOPLE TALKED TO ME! In here, I'm just...invisible. I've got into wearing skirts now due to me being transphobic after the Genting Highland incident. But my personality remains the same - violent, I don't care what the world says, blur, sometimes sugar high. But it is from here that I started altering my future, I discovered how to scream metal songs, and then I started so--w---ing (figure that yourselves) and then I had the awkward idea to form a band, however, due to the fact no one talks to me, I feel futureless again. And then I discovered psionics, and then lost another friend due to this, and then discovered SOMETHING EVEN WEIRDER THAN THE PHENOMENA OF THE PARANORMAL!!! SOMETHING THAT CAN BLOW ONE'S MIND AWAY IF THEY READ IT!! (not revealing, coz I never will, it could trigger war...) Right now I seriously wished I wasn't fated to be who I truly am. I am just...Amanda. Why me? I feel awkwardly stressed out, I'm still definately sceptical about this, I don't think I'm living in a fantasy world. I think maybe he just jumped into conclusions thinking I really am who I am. No. Why? How? If all of it is true, I want to unwind time COMPLETELY and then find its restart button, so I can just wish my true fate away....it's far too....cruel? stressful? sudden? creepy? or just beyond English vocabulary

Days of Stress

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Now Playing: A whole medley of "Rock Band" songs
Mood: stressless
EXAMS ARE OVER!! WOOHOO!! (but for those taking Chinese and Music tomorrow, good luck, if they're any at all....) Oh and I forgotten to mention during the second last day of my holiday, I felt extremely happy, why? It's the attack of the ZEN!! (4Sc3 mates should know XD)

Yep, Lee Zen visited me unexpetedly, I mean it's only 4 days of holiday in Malaysia and he actually came down to see me. I feel special LOL jk. Not only that, I was idiotic enough to not take his pic but only he taking my pic.

So yeah, that day we went to Orchard cineplex and watched HSM 3, I know I sound really gay right now, but I gotta say I'm quite surprised by the stuff seen in High School Musical 3. Just to say it's big screen material, nothing else. But then what's even funnier was that the girls... okay, seriously loud as if speaking their minds, "AAHHH!!!" (during the opening with the close up of Troy) "HAHAHAHA" (the part where Troy was singing in 'night to remember' if not mistaken) freaky mainstream teens....but I gotta say, Rocketman was the one which actually made it funny. (ignore "nothing else")

Oh oh and, at least I got hold of one of Lee Zen's photos in 4Sc3's friendsters and I gotta say...

<LOLMFAO while ROFL!!!! ROCKER WANNABE LOLOLOLOLOL!!! The first time when I saw this photo I was showing this expression >> XD but my laugh is a mere "..." SERIOUSLY, I think it's a hard, high pitched laugh that I couldn't reach man! That emo lala nerd has changed!!(inside joke again with 4Sc3ers)
To Lee Zen: You SEE! I obviously pull the rocker look BETTER THAN YOU! Not only that, I was BORN A ROCKER/METALWOMAN, BEAT THAT XD XD (I know that the fake guitar ruined everything but, what's a girl without a real guitar gotta do? Pose with a noobish keyboard?)
See what I mean? A mere 61 note keyboard supposed to be for my brother but I can slide my fingers to create melody with it XD

And that's all folks! (wait, too cliche) Beat it! (unoriginality, it came from a song) And all you yesterdays can light fools like me (ripped off from Shakespeare -_-) FORGET IT! Here I am telling you that I am signing off my bloody blog, original enough?!

Holly days

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Now Playing: Home Grown - Tomorrow (gone back to mainstream rock ftm)
Mood: bored + paranoia

So I'm still bored as hell. No photos from Sumatra yet coz my step dad has short term memory loss (he couldn't remember to get those photos outta the disposable camera =.=") and that I'm also too lazy to access the student drive to get the photos out *smacks self*

Anyways, just some stuff I oughta show whilst rotting during the holidays

Note the header of the IE window...Some virus running around the school's computers for some time now. Indonesian translation: Hey kids, study hard and don't watch porn. O_o we still have no idea who did it

something I drew out of boredom and stuck it on my bedroom door so it doesn't look boring lol.
I did this paper rose for my mom during her birthday. And guess what? Jordan's birthday (the guitarist of Childhood Dreamers) also lies on the same date as my mom's! COINCIDENCE

But anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JORDAN (and any other ppls b'day that I missed, gomen nasai)

Failure

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Now Playing: New age music
Mood: her royal sighness

I fail...to be someone normal. My perception of life...differs those of the majority. Failure, is worse than death itself...my only companions, blog, pen and paper, watercolors and art blocks, they understand what I go through.

My mind differs in all ways, always...no one comprehends let alone hypocrites. I'm stranded in a town called hypocrisy, where everyone don't mean what they say or do, all ubiquitous. To turn back time, impossible. Loneliness, it conquers.

I hear voices...my inner best friend. Me, myself, and I. Heart body and soul, all three of them are my best buds. Lost contact for so long, how do I know what's going on? You may call me emo or what...I don't care anymore.

the war @ 2012

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Now Playing: Soldiers of the Wastelands - DragonForce
Mood: either I am sugar high or I'm in a serious "war" like mood

Yes, to all you nons out there, I'll be asking a really stupid question.

Are there any psions within the south east Asian countries?

Google up 2012 or find some TK website that mentions about an upcoming war at 2012 after the human conciousness have shifted and have full power. ALL YOU NONS!! This is not an act of sin and I POST WHATEVER I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT SO KEEP AN OPEN MIND AND STFU (on drugs LOL)

Paranoia, Supernatural, 2012, and the Restart of Everything

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Now Playing: End of Days - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: No idea how to describe it. Violent? Disorder? Left alone to tremble in the dark?

Man I just feel like tossing all this work into open flame...yes, my poetic days are gone for now, I know you guys are waiting for me to post on my trip in Sumatra but I haven't got the photos out of the disposable cam yet. So yea, more heavy dosages of the Sumatra aftermath.

I had a really weird dream 2 days ago, something about talking people (possibly spirits) to go to "The Light" and an old man committing suicide during that hypnagogic state and I couldn't sleep properly as I was disturbed. I visited my sanctuary and true self said it's because I've been reading too much stories. Possibly because I read too many psychic experiences that I feel like one of them? Maybe, maybe not.

Clairvoyance. Zener cards. They could be out of luck or my subconcious is actually a sleeping giant. Having heard that skill is connected to seeing ghosts, I got paranoid, but as heard from a new friend of mine in USA, she said that if I get scared I would attract more negative energy and ghosts. But I foud my inner peace so I can consult my inner self on dealing with these things.

However, another topic rises again. 2012, and the myth that possibly Singapore sinks when the next tsunami comes......we're doomed anyways. Extra Terrestrials abducting us, The biggest earthquake that can destroy the world, what other theories are there? Oh yea, us turning into zombies, bees becoming extinct, inserts 2012 bullcrap, just keep moving forward, or some of us here may find a way to shield the Earth from armageddon, a hero is born....

The restart of all those things I hate. Coming to Singapore, ever being an existing object, obsessing over the fiction than the real. I die, again.