Holly days

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Home Grown - Tomorrow (gone back to mainstream rock ftm)
Mood: bored + paranoia

So I'm still bored as hell. No photos from Sumatra yet coz my step dad has short term memory loss (he couldn't remember to get those photos outta the disposable camera =.=") and that I'm also too lazy to access the student drive to get the photos out *smacks self*

Anyways, just some stuff I oughta show whilst rotting during the holidays

Note the header of the IE window...Some virus running around the school's computers for some time now. Indonesian translation: Hey kids, study hard and don't watch porn. O_o we still have no idea who did it

something I drew out of boredom and stuck it on my bedroom door so it doesn't look boring lol.
I did this paper rose for my mom during her birthday. And guess what? Jordan's birthday (the guitarist of Childhood Dreamers) also lies on the same date as my mom's! COINCIDENCE

But anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JORDAN (and any other ppls b'day that I missed, gomen nasai)

Failure

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: New age music
Mood: her royal sighness

I fail...to be someone normal. My perception of life...differs those of the majority. Failure, is worse than death itself...my only companions, blog, pen and paper, watercolors and art blocks, they understand what I go through.

My mind differs in all ways, always...no one comprehends let alone hypocrites. I'm stranded in a town called hypocrisy, where everyone don't mean what they say or do, all ubiquitous. To turn back time, impossible. Loneliness, it conquers.

I hear voices...my inner best friend. Me, myself, and I. Heart body and soul, all three of them are my best buds. Lost contact for so long, how do I know what's going on? You may call me emo or what...I don't care anymore.

the war @ 2012

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Soldiers of the Wastelands - DragonForce
Mood: either I am sugar high or I'm in a serious "war" like mood

Yes, to all you nons out there, I'll be asking a really stupid question.

Are there any psions within the south east Asian countries?

Google up 2012 or find some TK website that mentions about an upcoming war at 2012 after the human conciousness have shifted and have full power. ALL YOU NONS!! This is not an act of sin and I POST WHATEVER I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT SO KEEP AN OPEN MIND AND STFU (on drugs LOL)

Paranoia, Supernatural, 2012, and the Restart of Everything

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: End of Days - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: No idea how to describe it. Violent? Disorder? Left alone to tremble in the dark?

Man I just feel like tossing all this work into open flame...yes, my poetic days are gone for now, I know you guys are waiting for me to post on my trip in Sumatra but I haven't got the photos out of the disposable cam yet. So yea, more heavy dosages of the Sumatra aftermath.

I had a really weird dream 2 days ago, something about talking people (possibly spirits) to go to "The Light" and an old man committing suicide during that hypnagogic state and I couldn't sleep properly as I was disturbed. I visited my sanctuary and true self said it's because I've been reading too much stories. Possibly because I read too many psychic experiences that I feel like one of them? Maybe, maybe not.

Clairvoyance. Zener cards. They could be out of luck or my subconcious is actually a sleeping giant. Having heard that skill is connected to seeing ghosts, I got paranoid, but as heard from a new friend of mine in USA, she said that if I get scared I would attract more negative energy and ghosts. But I foud my inner peace so I can consult my inner self on dealing with these things.

However, another topic rises again. 2012, and the myth that possibly Singapore sinks when the next tsunami comes......we're doomed anyways. Extra Terrestrials abducting us, The biggest earthquake that can destroy the world, what other theories are there? Oh yea, us turning into zombies, bees becoming extinct, inserts 2012 bullcrap, just keep moving forward, or some of us here may find a way to shield the Earth from armageddon, a hero is born....

The restart of all those things I hate. Coming to Singapore, ever being an existing object, obsessing over the fiction than the real. I die, again.