Monday, December 15, 2008

The power of 8

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Now Playing: Nemesis - Arch Enemy
Mood: curious



 wishes
real wishes




So yeah, recently I stumbled across this website that says they grant real wishes with the power of 8 (not sure what is it tho) so I made a wish. Their reviews were good, no one complaining at all. So I thought I should sprfead the word a little. That's all.

ps: there're no Satanic acts to this.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

☻going HIGH (again) pt 4☻

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Now Playing: Spit You Out - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: *stares at title*

So now it's time to explain why I'm in a craze for Bullet For My Valentine. You see, I feel band chemistry kicking in...



My last first jamming session, I was surprised that I could last for about 5 or 6 songs during this jam session, the only body parts that were in pain was my legs LAWL! I surprised myself there. Only thing is...I'ma damn noob at adjusting the mic. My voice was seriously soft when all that loud instruments were playing (I even told the guitarist that my singing/screaming voice was medium soft =.= just didn't think it would be DAMN SOFT) and he also said that my pronounciation ain't that good, or something among those lines, but other than that, it's ain't that bad, and I enjoyed my first jamming man.

When I return home, I kinda suffered from aftermath HIGH and went shouting WOOOHOOO and then walking like a drunkard and then feeling a bit dizzy like I danced around in circles...and I wanna do it again, I can't wait for next week XD I can't wait to get closer to me bandmates (coz right now she still has no idea what the names of the drummers and guitarists are) maybe I should headbang more, take drugs an excessive amount of sugar, go high and hyper...ok now I'm HIGH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA (laughing too hard to even sign off of her blog)

☻going HIGH (again) pt 3☻

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Now Playing: Hand of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: *stares at title*

Yes...I'm in that Bullet for my Valentine craze...will explain in part 4.

6 December...20th Dance Arts Recital...and I was in it. I was in section 2 in the tap dance called "Hit Me Up" LOL we looked like penguins with our costumes.

5th December was actually our full dress rehearsals...and I took some photos at that day.

Fatin & I


Candid


FOOD!!


Left: Lee Jin, Top: Claudia, Bottom: Lisa, all three leng luis XD


I fail at doing the million reflections effect X_X


And I also took pictures of the little kids XD

Red: Toy Soldiers, Blue: Beauties of the Nile


lol Fatin was right, you ask the kids to smile at the camera and then they go crazy LOL


zomg their ponytails are so kawaii lawl!


Too bad the tickets were sold out when I tried getting'em (wanted to watch Section 3!!!) But I still enjoyed myself when I performed on stage =D

☻going HIGH (again) pt 2☻

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Now Playing: All These Things I Hate - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: *stares at title*

Other than managing to decorate our house, one of my Malaysian friends visited again! LOL so we hung out at Takashimaya, chat mainly about what happened during her MUN in S'pore and hilariosity.

LOLMAO who knew that such cute teddy bears could be soooo dangerous.


Veemelia...the girl who visited me XD


A bigger version of the killer teddy bear christmas tree


Yeah...I have got no sense of vocabulary right now so I'll let the pictures do the talking. While walking home, I took this at Paragon.

One thing's weird tho...when the economy is in the state of crisis, Singapore goes all glam over the decorations, but when the economy is doing good, their decorations are crap ._. Is this a dirty tactic to attract tourists?

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

☻going HIGH (again) pt 1☻

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Now Playing: Suffocating Under Words of Sorrow - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: *stares at title*

Okay yeah, for these blog entries I'ma divide it into 4 parts. Coz I got 4 different topics to update at once, savvy?

First things first, CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!! I took that time to decorate the house with my mom and this is what we've got:

Well, I got bored at first so I thought I took the picture of a plain ol' christmas tree in worm's eye view. Looks tall eh?


Yes we also decorated the stairs...still incomplete tho


Here's the "overcrowded with balls" christmas tree that me mom and I have finished


Last but not least, the HOLLY!! XD


Random note of the day: Nail polish and Christmas decorating do not mix.

Christmas decorating made my one day old nail polish look like it's one week old =/

Thursday, December 4, 2008

◄'o'►

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Now Playing: Detroit Rock City - KISS
Mood: like flying XD

okay...Kar Keat's coming to visit me Sunday. Friday and Saturday I am busy. And I just learnt wat are the high and low points for my vocal cords.

Warm Milo - helps a lot wif vocal cords, it kinda opens them up better. Maybe it's because of the heat of the drink that kinda makes my voice go louder and more powerful.


Tim Tam - SADLY, chocolates make my throat sound really HOARSE D= it just only came to my head while I was trying to scream along Waking the Demon


In conclusion, warm stuff helps, cold stuff doesn't XD and different people have different styles so I won't be surprised if Mountain Dew actually helped your vocal cords.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

▄╔Tag╗▄

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Now Playing: Another Way to Die - Alicia Keys and Jack White
Mood: I AM THE HEROINE!!!!!

Stolen from
Billy's blog


▄╔╗▄The Self▄╔╗▄

[01]Real Name: Amanda
[02]Nickname: Amanda (LOL jk) Let's see...Man (I'm serious my mom calls me that), the rocker, the freak, the one, the noob, the (inserts random word here)
[03]Married: NO wth is this man?
[04]Zodiac sign: You're talking to a monkey XD
[05]Gender: FeMale
[06]Age: I am 16 going on 17
[07]High School: Sri Garden (used to be) St Joseph Institution International
[08]College: most likely Digipen Institute
[09]Height: 163 cm
[10]Weight: 54 kg??
[11]Do you like yourself: narcissist
[12]Piercing: ear, a pair, may consdier more eg: eyebrows/more on the ear
[13]Right or Left: right handed for daily routines, left for strength (I think)
[14]Are you a freak: yes, what took you so long to find out?
[15]Hair: DARK DARK DARK brown, may want a few highlights tho
[16]Skin: between pale and tan, I wish I was paler than a ghost
[17]Allergies: none the better
[18]What are you doing now: hearing meta music, going to facebook, mental projecting to scare ppl's pants off (I think Pn Shiamala is wearing a shirt/kurung that is maroon in color)

[19]What will you do 1 hour later: maybe go to the alternate dimension (with mental projection) or play with fire
[20]What will you do 10 years later: SAVE THE WORLD!!!! (no wait, I think that one is 3 years later) then it's ANIMATING or TOURING THE WORLD or idk...I'm not precognitive ok?
[21]Live with parents: yes, what do you think?

[22]Siblings (including yourself): 2
[23]Eldest: me
[24]Youngest: my annoying brother, Ian
[25]Love/hate your family: LOVE WTH IS THIS MAN? I'm NOT EMO
[26]You found your other half: ._. no

▄╔╗▄The Love▄╔╗▄

[27]If yes, who is he/she: I wish it was him
[28]If no, who you want he/she to be: that kid with the nice emo hairdo that shreds the guitar like a damn pro and nails his metal fans
[29]Time(s) you're in a relationship: NONE
[30]Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): define woo
[31]Anyone woo you before (0-100000): I think my mom did when we were shopping for dresses, I want a long dress =w=
[32]Did anything wrong to your other half: maybe?
[33]What were the wrong you have done: whacking him too hard for a friendly greeting? my whole party having him to take pics with me? ._. idk

[34]You with your other half since: ...*depressed*

[35]Ever argue with your other half: In a dream I remember
[36]Are you straight/lesbo: I kissed the girl. DUH I'm STRAIGHT...or I'm both
[37]Reasons you love your other half: ...*more depressed*
[38]You and your other half in which stage: ...*writes emo poetry* WAIT, my BOOK ain't with me ><
[39]You woo he/she or he/she woo you: ...*gets high*
[40]Ever thought of marrying him/her: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[41]Your first best friend: Primary?? Well it had to be Joanne Chee...good times...lost contact X_X
[42]Your first enemy: not gonna say
[43]The friend you love most (1 only): 1 only?? 1 ONLY???!! DAMN BIASED LAH
[44]The enemy you hate most (1 only): biased
[45]Your most beautiful girlfriend: that girl in the hair saloon...or me XD [46]Your most handsome boyfriend: (A)
[45]The kind of girl you hate most: (L) backstabbers, bitchy, sombong, insulting (like she really means it), stereotypical cheerleader/popular/prep type
[48]The kind of guy you hate most: (E) LIARS, perverts, extremly lan si, bitchy (if it actually applies)
[49]You fell in love with your close friend before: (X) no...okay well for earlier this year you can say that, he became quite close to me
[50]Your best friend is your ex-lover: no
[51]If your friend backstabs you: this dark water bottles up inside this lake of hate, in which soon I shall unleash my limit break (okay this ain't healthy, I may get a poltergiest)
[52]If your friend betray you: try to reason first, if all else fails, DIE!!!!!
[53]If your friend woo your lover: WARNING, DO NOT CROSS THE LINE
[54]If your friend fall in love with you: sweet, I got cheese and crackers
[55]If you fall in love with your friend: what does the four letters above make?

▄╔╗▄The studies▄╔╗▄

[56]Are you a good student: the later part of the year, yes, back then, I'm quite rebel-like, DUH 4SC3 ROCKS!!! \m/
[57]You always done your homework/assignments: not really, my Malay assignments are always piled up b4 submitting
[58]The teacher/tutor you love most: Mr Toh!!! and of course Mr Rainone, Dr Underwood, and then yeah...there's still more but these 3 are my fav

[59]Always late to school/college: no
[60]Your class: 4Sc3/9JTo
[61]You love your seniors: idk
[62]Seniors who you love the most: back in Sri Garden, well there's Billy, Peter and his whole band, Afiq, and when I say love, I mean it as a friend...
[63]Your classmates good/bad: 4Sc3 = good, 9JTo = okay
[64]Excellent result classmate: 4Sc3 = ME n Jacklyn, 9JTo = idk
[65]Laziest classmate: idk
[66]Smart people: Jackyn (4Sc3) and then idk the rest
[67]Stupid people: me
[68]Good looking people: LOL everyone?
[69]Ugly people: god made this whole world to be beautiful, every1 is in one way or another, only the more prominent becomes more attractive
[70]Funny people: the guys?
[71]Cute people: ._. MONA LISA!!!!!
[72]Bad people: ._. the guys? and the whole of 4Sc3??
[73]Honest people: those whom speak their mind
[74]Acting people: gone, dead, etc
[75]You are what kind of people: I don't do labels coz I'm a freak
[76]Lip or eyes: both
[77]Shorter or taller: in the middle =D
[78]Hugs or kisses: BOTH
[79]Hesitant or spontaeneous: I can be hesitant and at the same time spontaeneous
[80]Nich stomach or nice arms: Nice BODY LARH! and nice arms too. if you want stomach go for the pancreas XD
[81]Listener or talker: both again
[82]Romantic or rich: romantic pwns
[83]Good wife or good mother: My mom la, I dun even want a wife
[84]Age to get married: I dun think I want to
[85]Number of kid(s): 1 boy 1 girl, adopted most likely
[86]Career: Animation, Band, Psionic practitioner
[87]Salary: as much as possible??
[88]Retirement age: haha, I highly doubt
[89]Properties value: ._. idk what this is
[90]Wishes: Be careful what you wish for...go to 8888 Real Wishes. Heard it works, but hen again I don't wanna take my risk coz if you gain something you may lose another eg: Find my true love but lose my best friends. So yeah, none.

Friday, November 28, 2008

◊●No Shit●◊

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Now Playing: Waking the Demon - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: no shit XD

HEY did anyone notice something different about the title?? THE SYMBOLS ARE BACK WOOHOO!! ok nvm...that's such a minor issue =.='

Okay anyways, yesterday was SJII's school prom/dance/end of year party/gay party/goodbye party/get drunk party/whatever party. Theme was called Volaré. I got drunk. LOL no I'm too young. It's just that it was a blast! XD

A scene of the event, for more photos, check out my Facebook account


Too bad a few of my closer frens didn't turn up. But I still had fun and got to know people better, camwhored better (wait...wtf does this mean?? o_O), opened my mouth to talk better. The bands were awesome. Especially the guitarist in the final band performance (X.E.S. I think), his style is damn yeng man I tell ya. It's like its full of energy and it looked like his soul was filled with a rocker's heart! Man I dunno how he manages to play his guitar whilst slinging it to the back of his shoulders...(yes I've seen in Guitar Hero but never really thought it was posible irl) I wish I was in a band...

REALITY CHECK, I AM in a band (most likely in already) Me bandmates and I only managed to meet once...and then I've been practicing fry vocals like shit, idk when's our nxt meeting, I lied to my parents in some way...(if they read this I die) gotta learn vibrato, maybe false cord screaming as well, and even vocal frying...these are my own aims (cept for the vibrato one, Aiden suggested that) I need to increase my lung capacity, increase stamina, increase this increase that...and I want my poetry/lyrics book back...

And then yeah, I'm trying to get the weird stuff of me true self away from my life for the moment. But the weird thing is...Chi Qin talked to a spirit dwelling in my house for quite some time...HE KNOWS ALL MY BAD HABITS AT HOME MAN!!! And he too complains about my noisy brother LOL...but still my privacy is somewhat invaded, that is if any1 actually talks to him...I better find a way to threaten him not to tell my bad habits to any1 at all...that would be so darn embarassing (ok I don't think I can spell now =.=)

Other than that, HAPPY HOLIDAYS PPL!!!! WOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Comparison of my lifestyles

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Now Playing: I Think I'm Paranoid - Garbage
Mood: comparative...how obvious is that? LOL

So just to outline the differences and changes made to my lifestyle ever since I moved to Singapore

Malaysia

In short = chillax. From the start of the year, I kinda dissed the fact that fantasies remain as fantasies, no such thing as superpower whatsoever. Everything in my life would be normal, my future is set to be a cartoonist. Everyone in my class had this sense of togetherness, like a big family, mainly coz most of them are new this year. But this togetherness in my class kinda shadowed the fact that this school is also torn apart, there's little cliques you see everyday around the school all the time, like every other high school. I didn't even have to worry much about my results, they're all just around the average, or good area (cept for Maths), and I didn't really had to stick my head to books. I was an all out tomboy, an individualist because of that, but I had a crush. Two weird combinations, come together into something that doesn't work, but that's the minor problem in my life. The real problem is that in Malaysia, the entertainment industry is extremly BLEAK! Well, one of the reasons why I supported Childhood Dreamers soo much was because maybe, just maybe, they can help Malaysia's entertainment industry as we all know there's more amounts of home grown bands formed every now and then. But the bigger problem was under animations, Kampong Boy was sucessful locally, but I highly doubt Americans would know what the heck it is. I repeat to myself again, fantasies = fantasies only. Seems that Malaysia has both pros and cons.

Singapore

In short = weird. the first thing was that I couldn't enter the school because I didn't know what format or topic they're giving us. I was f**k horrible at Maths, even worse, I was motherf**king horrible in the Add Maths section, I NEVER STUDIED ADD MATHS THE FIRST PLACE!! But in the end I got to catch up to the work in school and they're also in the "B" area...cept for Add Maths, again, and Geography, which was far different than what I would have expected in Form 3 (Sec 3 for you Singaporeans) CASE STUDIES!!! I MUST MEMORISE! In here, I'm a loner. Why? idk, people don't come and talk to me I don't talke to them, which is how the whole of 4Sc3 got so close at the first place - PEOPLE TALKED TO ME! In here, I'm just...invisible. I've got into wearing skirts now due to me being transphobic after the Genting Highland incident. But my personality remains the same - violent, I don't care what the world says, blur, sometimes sugar high. But it is from here that I started altering my future, I discovered how to scream metal songs, and then I started so--w---ing (figure that yourselves) and then I had the awkward idea to form a band, however, due to the fact no one talks to me, I feel futureless again. And then I discovered psionics, and then lost another friend due to this, and then discovered SOMETHING EVEN WEIRDER THAN THE PHENOMENA OF THE PARANORMAL!!! SOMETHING THAT CAN BLOW ONE'S MIND AWAY IF THEY READ IT!! (not revealing, coz I never will, it could trigger war...) Right now I seriously wished I wasn't fated to be who I truly am. I am just...Amanda. Why me? I feel awkwardly stressed out, I'm still definately sceptical about this, I don't think I'm living in a fantasy world. I think maybe he just jumped into conclusions thinking I really am who I am. No. Why? How? If all of it is true, I want to unwind time COMPLETELY and then find its restart button, so I can just wish my true fate away....it's far too....cruel? stressful? sudden? creepy? or just beyond English vocabulary

Monday, November 3, 2008

Days of Stress

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Now Playing: A whole medley of "Rock Band" songs
Mood: stressless
EXAMS ARE OVER!! WOOHOO!! (but for those taking Chinese and Music tomorrow, good luck, if they're any at all....) Oh and I forgotten to mention during the second last day of my holiday, I felt extremely happy, why? It's the attack of the ZEN!! (4Sc3 mates should know XD)

Yep, Lee Zen visited me unexpetedly, I mean it's only 4 days of holiday in Malaysia and he actually came down to see me. I feel special LOL jk. Not only that, I was idiotic enough to not take his pic but only he taking my pic.

So yeah, that day we went to Orchard cineplex and watched HSM 3, I know I sound really gay right now, but I gotta say I'm quite surprised by the stuff seen in High School Musical 3. Just to say it's big screen material, nothing else. But then what's even funnier was that the girls... okay, seriously loud as if speaking their minds, "AAHHH!!!" (during the opening with the close up of Troy) "HAHAHAHA" (the part where Troy was singing in 'night to remember' if not mistaken) freaky mainstream teens....but I gotta say, Rocketman was the one which actually made it funny. (ignore "nothing else")

Oh oh and, at least I got hold of one of Lee Zen's photos in 4Sc3's friendsters and I gotta say...

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LOLMFAO while ROFL!!!! ROCKER WANNABE LOLOLOLOLOL!!! The first time when I saw this photo I was showing this expression >> XD but my laugh is a mere "..." SERIOUSLY, I think it's a hard, high pitched laugh that I couldn't reach man! That emo lala nerd has changed!!(inside joke again with 4Sc3ers)

To Lee Zen: You SEE! I obviously pull the rocker look BETTER THAN YOU! Not only that, I was BORN A ROCKER/METALWOMAN, BEAT THAT XD XD (I know that the fake guitar ruined everything but, what's a girl without a real guitar gotta do? Pose with a noobish keyboard?)

See what I mean? A mere 61 note keyboard supposed to be for my brother but I can slide my fingers to create melody with it XD


And that's all folks! (wait, too cliche) Beat it! (unoriginality, it came from a song) And all you yesterdays can light fools like me (ripped off from Shakespeare -_-) FORGET IT! Here I am telling you that I am signing off my bloody blog, original enough?!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Holly days

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Now Playing: Home Grown - Tomorrow (gone back to mainstream rock ftm)
Mood: bored + paranoia

So I'm still bored as hell. No photos from Sumatra yet coz my step dad has short term memory loss (he couldn't remember to get those photos outta the disposable camera =.=") and that I'm also too lazy to access the student drive to get the photos out *smacks self*

Anyways, just some stuff I oughta show whilst rotting during the holidays

Note the header of the IE window...Some virus running around the school's computers for some time now. Indonesian translation: Hey kids, study hard and don't watch porn. O_o we still have no idea who did it


something I drew out of boredom and stuck it on my bedroom door so it doesn't look boring lol.

I did this paper rose for my mom during her birthday. And guess what? Jordan's birthday (the guitarist of Childhood Dreamers) also lies on the same date as my mom's! COINCIDENCE


But anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JORDAN (and any other ppls b'day that I missed, gomen nasai)

Friday, October 17, 2008

Failure

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Now Playing: New age music
Mood: her royal sighness

I fail...to be someone normal. My perception of life...differs those of the majority. Failure, is worse than death itself...my only companions, blog, pen and paper, watercolors and art blocks, they understand what I go through.

My mind differs in all ways, always...no one comprehends let alone hypocrites. I'm stranded in a town called hypocrisy, where everyone don't mean what they say or do, all ubiquitous. To turn back time, impossible. Loneliness, it conquers.

I hear voices...my inner best friend. Me, myself, and I. Heart body and soul, all three of them are my best buds. Lost contact for so long, how do I know what's going on? You may call me emo or what...I don't care anymore.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

the war @ 2012

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Now Playing: Soldiers of the Wastelands - DragonForce
Mood: either I am sugar high or I'm in a serious "war" like mood

Yes, to all you nons out there, I'll be asking a really stupid question.

Are there any psions within the south east Asian countries?

Google up 2012 or find some TK website that mentions about an upcoming war at 2012 after the human conciousness have shifted and have full power. ALL YOU NONS!! This is not an act of sin and I POST WHATEVER I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT SO KEEP AN OPEN MIND AND STFU (on drugs LOL)

Monday, October 6, 2008

Paranoia, Supernatural, 2012, and the Restart of Everything

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Now Playing: End of Days - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: No idea how to describe it. Violent? Disorder? Left alone to tremble in the dark?

Man I just feel like tossing all this work into open flame...yes, my poetic days are gone for now, I know you guys are waiting for me to post on my trip in Sumatra but I haven't got the photos out of the disposable cam yet. So yea, more heavy dosages of the Sumatra aftermath.

I had a really weird dream 2 days ago, something about talking people (possibly spirits) to go to "The Light" and an old man committing suicide during that hypnagogic state and I couldn't sleep properly as I was disturbed. I visited my sanctuary and true self said it's because I've been reading too much stories. Possibly because I read too many psychic experiences that I feel like one of them? Maybe, maybe not.

Clairvoyance. Zener cards. They could be out of luck or my subconcious is actually a sleeping giant. Having heard that skill is connected to seeing ghosts, I got paranoid, but as heard from a new friend of mine in USA, she said that if I get scared I would attract more negative energy and ghosts. But I foud my inner peace so I can consult my inner self on dealing with these things.

However, another topic rises again. 2012, and the myth that possibly Singapore sinks when the next tsunami comes......we're doomed anyways. Extra Terrestrials abducting us, The biggest earthquake that can destroy the world, what other theories are there? Oh yea, us turning into zombies, bees becoming extinct, inserts 2012 bullcrap, just keep moving forward, or some of us here may find a way to shield the Earth from armageddon, a hero is born....

The restart of all those things I hate. Coming to Singapore, ever being an existing object, obsessing over the fiction than the real. I die, again.


Tuesday, September 23, 2008

In the bitter end, I'm still the clown, because no one can hear me scream.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Ehhh...nvm, no title

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Now Playing: with my pocket guitar in my iPhone XD
Mood: Put your hands up for KL, I love that city!!!!

Last weekend hasn't gone so well, As if I've been struck in my own cell.
Bitches and bastards show no sympathy, I let out my inner cry of agony.
The wheel that proves that psi exist, Hath been broken to pieces of six.
Rage and violence consumes over me, Targeting my brother the anger from me.
Not only me but my mother, the boss, Because of our actions, she became so cross.
Childish acts from people like who? Revenge because there's nothing better to do.
This soul is still searching in the dark, When will I find the king of my heart?
The last stanza was cheesy enough, Should be more like artist of wrath.
Impatience for the trip to Sumatra, I hope the days haven't stretched too far.
I have ran out of words today, Stay tuned again for another day.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

darkness resumes

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Now Playing: with her mind
Mood: dark

This darkness continues to take over this body. Though her spine and head starts to ache, this pain, so soothing...maybe I should kill someone tomorrow. Three cheers for sweet revenge they say. Oh, how I love hatred and pain - my only way to show affection. Because every mourn of despair feeds my satisfaction. We'll see how thick skin a person can get when darkness wins. Set my victim ablaze, that ought to teach people not to mess with noir (French for dark/black) Welcome to my twisted circus. Watch me. Watch how I shall treat your brain as a fiddle, get mesmerised with the dancing fire. All to fill my desires, of hearing endless suffering.

Doesn't rhyme but I don't care, I'll strip my victims off till they're bare.
Tell you not to mess with fire, but you point to me and say I'm a liar.
Light n love is not easy to conquer, I don't think I can hold it any longer.
"Violence is not the way to solve", why do you even want to involve?
Poetry is a form of expression, diseases and syndromes are a mere digression.
Attention seeking just to gather a few, this group will then begin something new.
Cirque du Noir, Fallen City, these people will strike like electricity.
Life is just like a videogame, learn new skills all for you to gain.
TB, TK, whatever it is, these are the things you don't wanna miss.
Darkness is right now retreating, I feel like it's a form of relieving.
Other than metal, other than poems, now I feel like playing glow worms.
Or I can start to pack my things, when in Sumatra I'll be missing nothing.
Either that or a bit of PK, that's better than memorizing the KKK.
Fry screaming or a form art, the best way to escape when "Things Fall Apart".
Logarithms, reciprocals, and parabolas, teacher may be fun but I feel like screaming "AAAH!"
I know this poem has a bit of quirk, don't flame on this you big ol' jerk.

Anyone interested in making a metalcore band? I'll be the vocalist (that's pretty much what I can do anyways, maybe a bit of keyboards? Check one of my previous posts and there's a piano interpretation of Apologise by One Republic) As said many times before, or maybe not, just visit my youtube account and there's proof I am a good fry screamer (nvr meant to brag) I won't be that active until at least a year and a half (if IB isnt a burden. But if it is, then make that 3 years) but I feel like I really wanna be in a band part time because I really have that passion for metalcore. Something different than talking abt sex and romance all the time and its so straightforward. But yea, this isnt a job application script so I'll stop here.

ps: When I say make a band, I mean we do it seriously. Like recording and producing albums.

darkness rising

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Now Playing: what to play....I noe, FIRE
Mood: pissed

this dark side that I possess over this body...is angry, you won't like what I'll be doing now, coz it involves hypocrisy...or rather hippocracy, heh.

I mean, seriously, if a person has a belief of their own, let it be...let it slide...unless you want bad things happening to you then point and laugh...and this background is so unlike what I am. But what to do to show you're using an iPhone?

And I most likely forgotten something important from friendster.....
the joy of blood.....muahahahahaha

Monday, September 15, 2008

psycho.......kinetic.....overdose.........sugar........

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Now Playing: Ian The Little * Brother Show
Mood: SUGER HIGH

LOL I don't think I can type oproperly right now coz yeah, I AM SUGaR HIGH!

*reality check* shit, 5 more minutes tilll I have to go....but anyways, procrastination syux coz....I didn't do:

1. homework
2. studies for history
3. vocal covers
4. artwqrk (but it happens all the time LOLO)
5. videos of my bro XD'

And I'm also hallucinationg a lot lately, like like...uh....nvm, will come to this when I remember TO HIGH LIAOo XDXDXD signing off as a drunkard, no, sugarard LOLMFAO

Monday, September 8, 2008

Yet another first day of school

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Now Playing: I can't blast the school's amp.
Mood: Stressed

Using school's comp here. And What did I do during the holidays? ACT STUPID AND CAMWHORE!!! XD

Not really at first, just a shot of my current room

Normal me (I think)

Prep me LOL (I hate this btw)

Emo me (2nd fave)

Gothic Lolita-sh me (In case you guys are blind [just blame my iPhone, there's laces on my tank top, also my fave shot)

NERD!!!! LOLMFAO (embarrasing as well :p) In case you guys are wondering, I also tucked in my shirt LOLOLOLOLOL

The "damsel in distress?" or trying to lan cute again huh? *smacks self*


Yeah, that's all I have in this post. Also I've been sugar high throughout the holidays coz I got nth better to do.

Hinthint: metal lovers MUST visit my Youtube account

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Random Quotes that popped out of my head through memories

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Now Playing: Shadow of the day - Linkin Park
Mood: random mind with random stupidity

So I'm just gonna post quotes here since I can't post pics here with my iPhone.

---
Alan: Amanda... *while touching my cheeks*
Me: WAI!*goes to defensive position*
Kar Keat: Keep your hands off my girl!!
Me: WALAO!! *even more defensive*

---
Me: *strangling Yeong Wei*
YW: hello dear. Getting used to her strangling here.
-later-
Lee Zen (who was the dear YW was referring to): Can I sit here? Don strangle me arh.

---
Me n Chi Qin: *whilst "drunk" and singing* You're my Angel~~*then sways to music drunk-like*

---
Alex: Wait, so your house is, you turn left at the traffic light rite? (or sth among those lines)
Me: ._.???
Jordan: Dun listen to him lar, he damn blur.
(then argument starts here, bla bla noob guitarist noob bassist yadda)

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Me: *half asleep half awake*
Menon: Is that a guy?
Girls: No, it's the new girl Amanda lah.

---
Qasyaff: *crane pose*
Me: *crane pose*
Qasyaff: Go get your own pose..

---
Me: I got poked by my own safety pin!
Mervyn: GOOD!
Me: Shit you! *starts whacking Mervyn*

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Me: *talking about Cassandra bla bla bla*
Melissa: *kepohs*
Me: why are you kepohing?
Melissa: you said Cassandra's name :p
Sorry girls, I can't really remember witty lines from you guys but I'll update this when it hits me.

Bloody hell I hate this tupid fucking internet in which it doesn't get my vids uploaded to youtube fuck. And this computer also doesn't let me upload photos to blogger fuckinf fuck man. SHIT

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Saturday

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Now Playing: paint it black - rolling stones
Mood: first pissed, now happy

Damn. 2 times in a row i got pissed off during dance class. One of it is bcos of outside interferences like (STH REALLY OBVIOUS FRM PREV POST) or I'm losing interest in tap NO! I still love tap dancing no matter what. Last time I got berserk coz of critism bla bla. At least got I-phone Liao!YAY! (is using now LOL)

Now Also got cousins in S'pore to entertain with Guitar Hero LOL. My age aso. AND plz visit my youtube acc (my lil bro is recorded too while I recover my metal voice)

Have a nice day guys.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Love and Hate

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Now Playing: this
Mood: ...



...to keep you guys busy while I'm still not getting the internet at home. (AT SCHOOL NOW) Yea, the photos from Grade 9 camp.

and one more thing, some girls really deserve a tight slap from reality. (See Childhodd Dreamer's blog's tagboard's comments to see what I mean)


Sunday, August 24, 2008

This Weekend's Roundup

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Now Playing: and again. -
Mood: PAin, but a happy pain =P

This weekend was a pain, but it was worth it. Why? GRADE 9 CAMP (AND this stupid Hotmail.com is lagging like shit, darn it can't send my assignment to teacher then I'M DEAD!!!)

From Friday to Saturday, Grade 9 camp, organised by students for students, of Grade 9(and I hate this keyboard) You know what, I'll just give a lineup on what has happened. Warning: heavy dosage of what happened

FRIDAY
1:30 pm: Camp starts. Rules are being run through. No homework XD
Somewhere around 2 pm: Games starts. The game was on the Glass Hall. You have to like, say your name, then it goes continuously until a person forgets then he/she/it is toothpaste-d eg:

A: A
B: A,B
Q: A,B,Q
Z: A,B,uhh *toothpaste-d*

Then there's the game called wacko, you have a few ppl in the center, then someone from the center calls a name, they chase after that guy, then that guy calls another person's name, then they run after the person. If that person didn't say anything and got whacked, the person goes into the center.

Then we take our bags to our respective rooms, bathed, changed.

5:15 pm: Fashion Show called Trash to Fash (literally). Newspaper into a dress, Shopping bag into a skirt. I HELPED ART CLUB (a lil, for the lino prints for a top)
but as usual, not and never a fan of hip hop dancing. << GREAT BIG REBEL OF THE MAINSTREAM

Around 6 pm: Dinner. Then there's a game called Facil hunt. Something like treasure hunt, except they're quotes that you have to figure out whose quotes those belong to. Before they give you their signature, you have to do things for them, like collecting blades of grass or leaves, tin cans, push ups, figuring an equation, counting stuff, etc. So yeah, a lot of running around, team 7 (my team) collected 8 signatures. At least it's an achievement for a short amount of time.

Somewhere @ 8 pm: Dodgeball. We sucked, yay! and my so called "art of confusion" does not work =P I'm not trusting martial arts at this one anymore. Instead, it became a laughing stock, not that I'm angry about it, but at least that becomes useful LOL XD seeing ppl waving their arms around to imitate the "art" = hilariousity.

9 pm: My teammates and I are tied together, and then they asked us to dance the "Pretty Woman" (mixture of Indian and English that became a hit during Racial Harmony Day) Then all of a sudden, lights went off, a shriek is heard, we kinda thought it was a set up coz the air-cond was still on. They all were like "do a head count" and then Joshua was like "We're all tied together =_=" and then we all went to the fountain, guess what, dead body, of Louisa, with a note of catch me if you can. I actually became a lil' paranoid during the blackout part, lol? Then we went around the school looking at more "dead bodies" including one of John (the leader of the camp) and obviously another note, when the hints were given, after collecting O,H, and N, some start to think it was John, but then majority figured out it was Ivor (and it spoilt the game) At the end when we found the killer, they were like "Ivor let's play Warcraft" some stuff lidat, then he laf XD srsly spoil the game man. And yes, I was NOT scared.

(I may actually have messed up the time but I'm doing this according to memory)

Then at 12.45 am lights out. I got homesick coz of the frozen floor and subzero air cond temperature (I didn't have a sleeping bag so I used dirty clothes as a blanket and my clothes bag as a pillow. Yes, it wasn't comfortable at all)

SATURDAY
6 am: (YES I SAID 6 AM) Morning run/jog. Then we played skin the snake, that's where all of us got injuries by the knees coz of the basketball court.

8 am: Breakfast. Then FOOTBALL (not really) It's actually Ladies' Goal where only girls can score, and Team 7 WON EVERYTHING which includes beating the council at the game YAY Isabelle and me XD. And after that the station game starts.

11.30 am: First station game. Station games is where we collect points, hang on I'm not telling you guys who won just yet. First game was at the hall where we have to figure out how to cross from one end to another with only two feet whilst carrying a talisman ('twas a chair) so we thought of wheelbarrowing (Isabelle and I were the wheelbarrows) and piggy-backing to cross, and WE WON but it hurts so bad lol. We also got the bonus marks for doing so with one feet, we thought of hopping on the talisman and another backing up wif 1 feet.

Second game was outside the school hall, it was disgusting coz we had to fill in water into a bottle with our mouths and build a path across the "water" as humans can't walk on water. And we manage to get 9 1/3 within the time limit.

Thrid was....maths, with water packets, 4 points away from the other team mainly coz Pong was there. And then there's a soapy one where we try to fill the bottle with a cup held in our mouths by using knees. I kept making a lot of noise, coz I kept slipping LOL, but then they say you can walk if your knees hurt (they say it's much more tricky), so I did, no sweat at all, and they joked and say I was creating a miracle LMAO. Then there was water mines. I pretty much directed the whole team to...avoid the bombs, then the other team also tried to use my route to get there but in the end we suicide bomb to prevent them from getting to the other side, I didn't dare to go into the mine field LOL but in the end, Patricia poured water on me XD, then there was water tennis, in which we had to serve with water packets and the other has to catch it. Then eating competition. A mixture of belacan, milk, prunes, wasabi, tobacco and some other sauce. In the end, they say it was bearable, but I couldn't handle the spicyness, I tried doing animal on the food, but then the aftertaste killed me, my heart started beating faster and I started sweating, it was like a heatwave except it was happening internally - it was my own fault. The last game was again dodgeball, with water this time, and we sucked again.

Then it was LUNCH TIME XD I nearly lost my appetite after the eating competition but I still managed. Then I can't really remember after that but then we were asked to do an act later. so our team came up with a mock-up of yesterday's 'murder' except it's exaggerated, and funny. Jason and Joshua became the music for Pretty Woman the rest danced, Scott Lim played Ivor, Joshua was Louisa LOL and then Jason dies idk how coz I walked to the other side of the stage to prepare the dead John (which was played by Frank) and for the notes part, it says "HI <3 Ivore" LOL. And yeah the rest was entertaining as well, and speaking of entertaining, even if this is a Catholic school, I can't believe they count sexual innuendo as a joke O_o.

And then the facils gave their act as well and they revealed who was the winner after the act. Guess what, they lost the scores coz of the rain, so EVERYONE'S A WINNER YAY! XD And I'm sorry for not writing affirmations to most of you guys, and they say affirmations, you can use to talk to ppl you're not close to, so that's what I did, I sent to 4 ppl, well 2 are close, 2 aren't, and all of it is done out of boredom. Like LOL!

After having dinner, they had self reflection time, and I got emotional and nearly cried but I didn't cry, yeah, now you all know (the only time I cried was during my farewell from Sri Garden, the last part =P). Then they had a slide show of what happened the past two days (photos I meant) I wonder when they'll send it out, so then I can show it in my blog =P and we left with good memories.

SUNDAY
Woke up with muscle ache and currently watching the closing ceremony of the Beijing Olympics.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Ņơţĥıŋğ is Sweeter Than Sweet Revenge

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Now Playing: -
Mood: pissed

Yes. Really looking forward to having my triumph over a bunch of si gemuk anjing di dalam sekolah saya yang tiada apa-apa baik utk buat. You'll alll prolly say"Congrats on finding yourself a bunch of school bullies." YAY! NOT

~In dreamworld-ish~
I'm seriously looking forward to sharpen my blade and start slaying already, the satisfaction of looking at blood. Blood from my enemies, yeah....that's the sign of triumph over agony...revenge, revenge, revenge...
~~

UGH! sometimes I really do feel like hell is on Earth and that I wanna escape from it and go to heaven already. *bangs head against keyboard* jkukhkj

Thursday, August 14, 2008

◙☻Metal haters beware☻◙

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Now Playing: this
Mood: frustrated

Warning: If you hate metal music do not, I repeat, do not watch this.




Not really good. Mainly because I rushed it when parents weren't around for a short while (so I can blast my amps) I still have stuff to do in my checklist...(dies of "workload")

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

§Wonderous Wednesday§ (ignore cheesy title coz I'm eating Cheezels yum! XD)

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Now Playing: Truimph or Agony - Rhapsody Of Fire (well I'm in agony =-=)
Mood: refreshed

Wednesday. The day when my bag is light coz there's PE! XD yeah, we played soccer today, and I finally got to learn the right techniques of kicking the ball (NO TOES, i used to use my toes a lot when kicking) finally getting to realise my errors and why it doesn't go the direction I want it to go back then.

Then there's history class, nothing much to blog about. And then there's doooom (for me and me teammates at least) during me English class (not really, it's during lunch actually) And here's the thing that I had issues with at the beginning (not Singapore's kiasu genes fault lol) That is...

Voting without fairness.

I'm gonna use a lot of examples here so don't get offended. I really potong steam during our magazine presentation. Such hard work and dedication to making interesting reviews, and what do we get in the end? 0/10 readers. UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT?! Because our voters voted according to friendship instead on how good we do our work like wtf! This has also happened in Sri Garden, like voting for the president of Student Council. Actually, I trusted no candidate there, except maybe 1 or 2, but I voted the less popular one, Billy, coz I tot he may need a chance to show what he can do (he was an ex-prefect after all, even if he's a metalhead and anti hero kind of guy) but instead the popular one gets the most votes and now CD ain't happy, so am I (Her Own Enemy MUST be shown to YouTube =-=)

a fictional example (with real people):

Lee Zen wants to be voted as basketball captain. But there's another unknown guy who plays better than (kek shui =P) Lee Zen. But Lee Zen has more friends than the unknown dude that plays better than him. Results is that Lee Zen wins over the other just coz he's got more frens. Really unfair.

Well luckily we're all gonna leave this floating castle generalised as High school real soon. When we step into society, none of this is ever happening again, thank goodness for that. I WANT TO GRADUATE ALREADY! I HATE HIGH SCHOOL

Monday, August 11, 2008

BWAHA...ha?

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Now Playing: She Is Dangerous - Blessed By A Broken Heart (there isn't a link...)
Mood:
._.

Monday...NO SCHOOL!! coz of national day and I'm bored shit. Luckily, I got a few projects to be done like:

1. Geography presentation
2. Physics homework (DONE)
3. study...???

Geography's gonna be a piece of cake, and studying, I can do for Add maths with Mr Rainone in school...after school...so I have a few of my things to be done as well even if it isn't important:

1. CD's surprise when they visit me (3 more to go, the halfway mark)
2. Flash dressup game (DONE)
3. Musical animation to be uploaded to YouTube (in the process of storyboarding)
4. Vocal cover for Spit You Out - Bullet For My Valentine
5. Upload my finished artwork to dA (uploaded)
6. Finishing up (censored...but not adult content, I'm not ready to show this skill to the world until I can find suitable ppl to do this with me, proly would happen during my college years...which is a loooong way to go)
7. Portfolio to enter DigiPen Institute. Yeah it's not only a science school, they have courses for game developing and animation. So I'm definately going.

And again, why do I always overload myself with work when I prefer slacking around...prolly coz I'm bored? XD [a really obvious type AB person]

Monday, August 4, 2008

Two statements

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Now Playing: Wherever You Will Go - The Calling
Mood: idk

okay, so In Geography class, we we're asked to talk about tropical rainforests and tropical deserts. Our rainforest was the Congo Basin and the desert was Sahara. Sahara was easy to reseach and all, but while researching the Congo Basin, I came across something. Let's call it 'it' for now. When I came home, I wanted to look for 'it' again. Unfortunately the original page when I saw 'it' didn't show up on google when I searched, but I still remember what 'it' was, and here it is....


click on the picture if you wanna see the big picture. And to those who don't know why the word is so funny, it's coz the word....means stupid in malay (no offence to and Congo peeps, if there's...any). LOL and I still remember Apa Khabar (in Malay it meant how are you?) BUT if you say it to a Korean......good luck (it sounds similar to the meaning of kick your father)


And yes, hunting is BAD, especially if its an endangered species, you don't want elephants to end up like dodo birds no? So yea. BTW go to Youtube and check out Hey there Delilah screaming version. It's awesome XD

Friday, August 1, 2008

OOT - Childhood Dreamers' erm...little advertisement I came up with just to hope that it can promote them a bit more lol

yes ppl, they need more viewers!


(Image would lead to their blog)

CD's myspace

To those who weren't in Mr. Anandraj's English class (ok well maybe pretty much to all my SJII readers), Childhood Dreamers is an ENGLISH [yes you read that right. ENGLISH] pop/rock/acoustic band formed in 2007. First started as a school band (from my ex-school), later they have started to record their songs, which are nice but has their flaws (I mean whaddaya expect from a rising band? Take Blink-182 for example) done quite a number of performances, including my Sweet 16 LOL XD and yes, they're awesome.

Doing some freewill promoting here coz....I STILL MISS MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T I wonder if they still remember my existance...especially mr-lan-si-bassist-of-CD-who-said-he-was-gonna-get-a-modem-fixed-"tomorrow"-but-still-have-to-wait-for-maybe-a-couple-or-more-centuries? yeah. To CD if you guys are reading this: when you guys come down to visit me in S'pore (OMFG SPORE! SEEDS LOL) , could you guys stay in for 3 days? eg Friday Saturday and Sunday? After your SPMs? coz I somehow planned it to be a 3 day thing (and my mom doesn't know yet, but for a cool mom like mine [perasan je lol] I'm sure she'll allow.) coz well, there's a lot of things I wanna spend my time with you guys XP (Afiq stfu abt the you noe who thing) And, as a debt for you guys, I have surprises for CD as well.

That's it for today again...TGIF!!!!! WOOHOO!!! DUN HAVE TO GET UP EARLY TOMOLO XD

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

all hail the emo queen

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Now Playing: Some song I came up with, playing in my head
Mood: emo

Yea...of coz I'm still in contact with my friends, but it's all so...different. It's over a month. I still have 4Sc3's scream for my name...during really random moments....crack jokes, weirdness....even funny arguments....as they say every second counts...it's so true, I'm using someone else's laptop right now, just so that I can express sorrow again.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

!!!!!!!!!!!

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Now Playing: Cloud Connected - In Flames (lazy to link again)
Mood: Stressed

OMFG!!! ASSESTMENTS IN AUG 18 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! must. study. to. survive. and. get. full. access. of. internet!!! X_X my maths still suck. I feel like shit. I'm done with being vegetarian. My mom and Mel are right - everything in moderation. Hope 4Sc3 is doing fine, and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AFIQ


Monday, July 21, 2008

Last Minutes in Heaven

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Now Playing: nothing
Mood: guilt....yet urging to draw

Ugh....I nearly cried in public yesterday. This time it's got nothing to do with SG, it's because...my mom forced me to eat P-O-R-K!! OUTRAGEOUS! FOR A SEMI VEG LIKE ME TO BE FORCED TO EAT PORK JUST TO CALM MY MOM'S ANGER WTF!!!! I even drank chicken soup, ate silverfish, had duck gravy (even if those kind of stuff are minor coz I'm just a semi) BUT STILL OMFG why do some parents accept being vegetarianism but not mine? Even if my mom knows how foie gras are made (putting a tube into the duck's mouth and forcing it to eat..like a lot) but yet she says it's part of the circle of life.

Fact: We were once the hunted. We were prolly herbivores back then I guess. Coz our intestines are herbivore-ish. Plus, meat clogs our arteries, but thank God for our stronger digestive system these days that doesn't make us suffer from indigestion, which somehow excludes old ppl (no offense). Quoted from somewhere "Blest this world for it's fruit without having to spill blood." or something among those lines, why can't we people move to just....stop global warming and solve the food crisis?! Circle of life...circle of lifeless carcasses being served at our dinner table that is.

sigh, enough rants. But anyways, today in school we had Racial Harmony Day. I wore the sotong outfit aka baju kurung to school today, sang the choir. Then I skipped RDA today. I won't want an expensive silk clothing to get dirty =_= But then inspiration struck yesterday, and I started designing new characters for a prolly 2 hr long motion picture, but again I still have to wait and get my job, before I can move on being producer for what I'm dreaming of...again. Now there's two stories stuck in my head - Academy 1957 and Last Minutes in Heaven (both are working titles) I'll draw the new characters when I have the time, when I'm done I'll submit to dA. And DON'T STEAL MY ART!!!

Enough complains for today.
EDIT: I'M GONNA DEAL WITH EATING MEAT AGAIN!!!!! WHY IS THE WORLD SO CRUEL?????!!!!!!!!!! (it's won ton noodles btw T_T)
EDIT EDIT: It's vegetarian curry rice! Complete with tofu, potato and spinach! XD

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Desperado

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Now Playing: It's my Life - video performanc of Childhood Dreamers during my Sweet 16 party
Mood: as said in title

Why? Coz I wanna end high school life and then finllege and work as an animator the rest of my life. JK. I just can't stand stereotypicalism. Nuff said.

Anways, break time I went to the library and borrowed a book, written by none other than Anthony Horowitz (BUT not an Alex Rider story tho, I read all 7 and waiting for the 8th) however, check this out:

WHOLE COLLECTION OF ALEX RIDER SERIES XD


Then lunch time we practiced our class play. BUT there was comic relief while waiting. I dunno where Gabriel managed to find a PAD....and then stuck it in between, cotton side up, played the catch the drop of water, then realises that PADS are super absorbant, Donovan was laughing his ass off for that, which also triggers a chain reaction that made me laugh like a moron also rolling on the floor laughing (his laugh is hilarious and moronic btw XD) and then they still don't have enuff, they had to pour a whole bottle of water on it, kick it around the hall, making its water drip like there's no tomorrow, and this thing goes on like there's no tomorrow. It's just some hilariously stupid moment

Right now, at home...unpacking is hecticity. And I got bored again:

haha...


Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Erm.....<8D

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Now Playing: Given Up - Linkin Park
Mood: Accomplishment...somehow ._.






Ok-oklar...I know it isn't that good. A lot of errors here and there. I edited some part of the score so that it's easier for me to play. C'MON does it look like a person who stopped Grade 3 at
9 years old gonna play like a pro?? =__=

I wanna know what you guys think. (Even if it's not really my future) and I am no way gonna upload it to YouTube. Seriously, like every video uploaded there there would be someone saying bad stuff about it. NO WAY, especially since YouTube is crowded with pro pianists (including pro Tap Dancers as well =_______=) so yea...gonna move to my real home today, that's why I feel good after recording this song - there's no keyboard yet in my new house.

EDITED:
This was the com's reflection (dat's y I'm wearing glasses)

to be more accurate, my BLOG XD

Monday, July 14, 2008

Spit You Out

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Now Playing: Apologise on piano - Tony Dao
Mood: Sulking against..

TODAY I GOT THE MONDAY BLUES...again...and remember that guy I told you abt RDA? well he isn't here this week. As I guessed it. And then, right after returning...

"Oh my keyboard...how I missed you so"

"Wait, this is't my keyboard..."

"And this isn't even my real house yet."

But anyways....



Because I am such a lan si. I know it's not that great. Incomplete and all, and this keyboard doesn't have amps, if you notice the F key (NOT F WORD YOU NGONG)is louder than the rest.

And dudes...I became frens wif a hacker o.o

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Ècstasŷ

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT


Now Playing: Let's Groove - Earth Wind and Fire
Mood: Sienz



@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T ALEX
--------------
You have just sent a nudge.
--------------
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T my zech
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T my alex
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T our cutey pies
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
T_T miss like shit
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
wait
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
did u realise
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T me too
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
T_T what?
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
their initials are polar opposites?
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
A and Z
@---•ŘðċķĮŊģ Pŗįśøʼnŝ•---@ says:
XD
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
XD
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
lol
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
XD zech so cute
♪ ~♀ Sø†øng 円åçk ♂~ ♪ says:
so cute

As you can see...we're on ecstasy...
ps: There is nothing going on between Chi Qin and Zech



OOT (Out of Topic)??? Much respects

Now Playing: Nemesis - Arch Enemy
Mood: o_O I'm being shitted....actually more like pwned

2 or 3 days ago I T_T again, out of jealousy. That's when the roles of true friends come to play, where you can share ur tots, and then realise the same thing happened to ur friends as well. Thx Benji and Chi Qin =)

But enuff dosage of my everyday life. Let me show you my latest idol:

Yes we know that's a girl. Her name is Angela Gossow. Pretty, charming smile, looks slim in black, wearing a cowboy hat (yee haw) - impression of a normal girl

Another shot of her. Seriously elegant looking, and just became my idol, why? We'll get to that later.


We know that there are rock bands with female singers, like Paramore. Also, gothic rock/opera metal female singers in bands like Nightwish, Within Temptation, etc. But this one, is one of the few sucessful women who have been...
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...in a melodic death metal band whose primary vocals are screaming. I KNOW! How amazing is that?! INSTANT IDOL OF MINE >D!! Lemme show you one of their latest stuff:


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She actually joined Arch Enemy on the year 2001, during her interview, she's got a video recording in which she calls "poor quality" and then the band, particularly Amott, said that "she wiped the floor with all the other contenders".

ps: She's vegetarian. And I'm on day 2 of Veg diet. I told u guys I'm changing my image rite, and yes this is part of it, I'm liking what I am now, makes me feel so much better than anything else(I bought a skirt too), and I'll try that diet at least 30 days, if it works out, I'm pure vegetarian (NOT VEGAN).

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Before I go, right now I have the mood to draw...I need inspiration guys-WAIT A MINUTE! I GOT ONE! Nevermind guys thx anyways lol