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RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Another Way to Die - Alicia Keys and Jack White
Mood: I AM THE HEROINE!!!!!

Stolen from Billy's blog


▄╔╗▄The Self▄╔╗▄

[01]Real Name: Amanda
[02]Nickname: Amanda (LOL jk) Let's see...Man (I'm serious my mom calls me that), the rocker, the freak, the one, the noob, the (inserts random word here)
[03]Married: NO wth is this man?
[04]Zodiac sign: You're talking to a monkey XD
[05]Gender: FeMale
[06]Age: I am 16 going on 17
[07]High School: Sri Garden (used to be) St Joseph Institution International
[08]College: most likely Digipen Institute
[09]Height: 163 cm
[10]Weight: 54 kg??
[11]Do you like yourself: narcissist
[12]Piercing: ear, a pair, may consdier more eg: eyebrows/more on the ear
[13]Right or Left: right handed for daily routines, left for strength (I think)
[14]Are you a freak: yes, what took you so long to find out?
[15]Hair: DARK DARK DARK brown, may want a few highlights tho
[16]Skin: between pale and tan, I wish I was paler than a ghost
[17]Allergies: none the better
[18]What are you doing now: hearing meta music, going to facebook, mental projecting to scare ppl's pants off (I think Pn Shiamala is wearing a shirt/kurung that is maroon in color)
[19]What will you do 1 hour later: maybe go to the alternate dimension (with mental projection) or play with fire
[20]What will you do 10 years later: SAVE THE WORLD!!!! (no wait, I think that one is 3 years later) then it's ANIMATING or TOURING THE WORLD or idk...I'm not precognitive ok?
[21]Live with parents: yes, what do you think?
[22]Siblings (including yourself): 2
[23]Eldest: me
[24]Youngest: my annoying brother, Ian
[25]Love/hate your family: LOVE WTH IS THIS MAN? I'm NOT EMO
[26]You found your other half: ._. no

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[27]If yes, who is he/she: I wish it was him
[28]If no, who you want he/she to be: that kid with the nice emo hairdo that shreds the guitar like a damn pro and nails his metal fans
[29]Time(s) you're in a relationship: NONE
[30]Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): define woo
[31]Anyone woo you before (0-100000): I think my mom did when we were shopping for dresses, I want a long dress =w=
[32]Did anything wrong to your other half: maybe?
[33]What were the wrong you have done: whacking him too hard for a friendly greeting? my whole party having him to take pics with me? ._. idk
[34]You with your other half since: ...*depressed*
[35]Ever argue with your other half: In a dream I remember
[36]Are you straight/lesbo: I kissed the girl. DUH I'm STRAIGHT...or I'm both
[37]Reasons you love your other half: ...*more depressed*
[38]You and your other half in which stage: ...*writes emo poetry* WAIT, my BOOK ain't with me ><
[39]You woo he/she or he/she woo you: ...*gets high*
[40]Ever thought of marrying him/her: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[41]Your first best friend: Primary?? Well it had to be Joanne Chee...good times...lost contact X_X
[42]Your first enemy: not gonna say
[43]The friend you love most (1 only): 1 only?? 1 ONLY???!! DAMN BIASED LAH
[44]The enemy you hate most (1 only): biased
[45]Your most beautiful girlfriend: that girl in the hair saloon...or me XD [46]Your most handsome boyfriend: (A)
[45]The kind of girl you hate most: (L) backstabbers, bitchy, sombong, insulting (like she really means it), stereotypical cheerleader/popular/prep type
[48]The kind of guy you hate most: (E) LIARS, perverts, extremly lan si, bitchy (if it actually applies)
[49]You fell in love with your close friend before: (X) no...okay well for earlier this year you can say that, he became quite close to me
[50]Your best friend is your ex-lover: no
[51]If your friend backstabs you: this dark water bottles up inside this lake of hate, in which soon I shall unleash my limit break (okay this ain't healthy, I may get a poltergiest)
[52]If your friend betray you: try to reason first, if all else fails, DIE!!!!!
[53]If your friend woo your lover: WARNING, DO NOT CROSS THE LINE
[54]If your friend fall in love with you: sweet, I got cheese and crackers
[55]If you fall in love with your friend: what does the four letters above make?

▄╔╗▄The studies▄╔╗▄

[56]Are you a good student: the later part of the year, yes, back then, I'm quite rebel-like, DUH 4SC3 ROCKS!!! \m/
[57]You always done your homework/assignments: not really, my Malay assignments are always piled up b4 submitting
[58]The teacher/tutor you love most: Mr Toh!!! and of course Mr Rainone, Dr Underwood, and then yeah...there's still more but these 3 are my fav
[59]Always late to school/college: no
[60]Your class: 4Sc3/9JTo
[61]You love your seniors: idk
[62]Seniors who you love the most: back in Sri Garden, well there's Billy, Peter and his whole band, Afiq, and when I say love, I mean it as a friend...
[63]Your classmates good/bad: 4Sc3 = good, 9JTo = okay
[64]Excellent result classmate: 4Sc3 = ME n Jacklyn, 9JTo = idk
[65]Laziest classmate: idk
[66]Smart people: Jackyn (4Sc3) and then idk the rest
[67]Stupid people: me
[68]Good looking people: LOL everyone?
[69]Ugly people: god made this whole world to be beautiful, every1 is in one way or another, only the more prominent becomes more attractive
[70]Funny people: the guys?
[71]Cute people: ._. MONA LISA!!!!!
[72]Bad people: ._. the guys? and the whole of 4Sc3??
[73]Honest people: those whom speak their mind
[74]Acting people: gone, dead, etc
[75]You are what kind of people: I don't do labels coz I'm a freak
[76]Lip or eyes: both
[77]Shorter or taller: in the middle =D
[78]Hugs or kisses: BOTH
[79]Hesitant or spontaeneous: I can be hesitant and at the same time spontaeneous
[80]Nich stomach or nice arms: Nice BODY LARH! and nice arms too. if you want stomach go for the pancreas XD
[81]Listener or talker: both again
[82]Romantic or rich: romantic pwns
[83]Good wife or good mother: My mom la, I dun even want a wife
[84]Age to get married: I dun think I want to
[85]Number of kid(s): 1 boy 1 girl, adopted most likely
[86]Career: Animation, Band, Psionic practitioner
[87]Salary: as much as possible??
[88]Retirement age: haha, I highly doubt
[89]Properties value: ._. idk what this is
[90]Wishes: Be careful what you wish for...go to 8888 Real Wishes. Heard it works, but hen again I don't wanna take my risk coz if you gain something you may lose another eg: Find my true love but lose my best friends. So yeah, none.

◊●No Shit●◊

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Waking the Demon - Bullet For My Valentine
Mood: no shit XD

HEY did anyone notice something different about the title?? THE SYMBOLS ARE BACK WOOHOO!! ok nvm...that's such a minor issue =.='

Okay anyways, yesterday was SJII's school prom/dance/end of year party/gay party/goodbye party/get drunk party/whatever party. Theme was called Volaré. I got drunk. LOL no I'm too young. It's just that it was a blast! XD

A scene of the event, for more photos, check out my Facebook account

Too bad a few of my closer frens didn't turn up. But I still had fun and got to know people better, camwhored better (wait...wtf does this mean?? o_O), opened my mouth to talk better. The bands were awesome. Especially the guitarist in the final band performance (X.E.S. I think), his style is damn yeng man I tell ya. It's like its full of energy and it looked like his soul was filled with a rocker's heart! Man I dunno how he manages to play his guitar whilst slinging it to the back of his shoulders...(yes I've seen in Guitar Hero but never really thought it was posible irl) I wish I was in a band...

REALITY CHECK, I AM in a band (most likely in already) Me bandmates and I only managed to meet once...and then I've been practicing fry vocals like shit, idk when's our nxt meeting, I lied to my parents in some way...(if they read this I die) gotta learn vibrato, maybe false cord screaming as well, and even vocal frying...these are my own aims (cept for the vibrato one, Aiden suggested that) I need to increase my lung capacity, increase stamina, increase this increase that...and I want my poetry/lyrics book back...

And then yeah, I'm trying to get the weird stuff of me true self away from my life for the moment. But the weird thing is...Chi Qin talked to a spirit dwelling in my house for quite some time...HE KNOWS ALL MY BAD HABITS AT HOME MAN!!! And he too complains about my noisy brother LOL...but still my privacy is somewhat invaded, that is if any1 actually talks to him...I better find a way to threaten him not to tell my bad habits to any1 at all...that would be so darn embarassing (ok I don't think I can spell now =.=)

Other than that, HAPPY HOLIDAYS PPL!!!! WOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Comparison of my lifestyles

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: I Think I'm Paranoid - Garbage
Mood: comparative...how obvious is that? LOL

So just to outline the differences and changes made to my lifestyle ever since I moved to Singapore

Malaysia

In short = chillax. From the start of the year, I kinda dissed the fact that fantasies remain as fantasies, no such thing as superpower whatsoever. Everything in my life would be normal, my future is set to be a cartoonist. Everyone in my class had this sense of togetherness, like a big family, mainly coz most of them are new this year. But this togetherness in my class kinda shadowed the fact that this school is also torn apart, there's little cliques you see everyday around the school all the time, like every other high school. I didn't even have to worry much about my results, they're all just around the average, or good area (cept for Maths), and I didn't really had to stick my head to books. I was an all out tomboy, an individualist because of that, but I had a crush. Two weird combinations, come together into something that doesn't work, but that's the minor problem in my life. The real problem is that in Malaysia, the entertainment industry is extremly BLEAK! Well, one of the reasons why I supported Childhood Dreamers soo much was because maybe, just maybe, they can help Malaysia's entertainment industry as we all know there's more amounts of home grown bands formed every now and then. But the bigger problem was under animations, Kampong Boy was sucessful locally, but I highly doubt Americans would know what the heck it is. I repeat to myself again, fantasies = fantasies only. Seems that Malaysia has both pros and cons.

Singapore

In short = weird. the first thing was that I couldn't enter the school because I didn't know what format or topic they're giving us. I was f**k horrible at Maths, even worse, I was motherf**king horrible in the Add Maths section, I NEVER STUDIED ADD MATHS THE FIRST PLACE!! But in the end I got to catch up to the work in school and they're also in the "B" area...cept for Add Maths, again, and Geography, which was far different than what I would have expected in Form 3 (Sec 3 for you Singaporeans) CASE STUDIES!!! I MUST MEMORISE! In here, I'm a loner. Why? idk, people don't come and talk to me I don't talke to them, which is how the whole of 4Sc3 got so close at the first place - PEOPLE TALKED TO ME! In here, I'm just...invisible. I've got into wearing skirts now due to me being transphobic after the Genting Highland incident. But my personality remains the same - violent, I don't care what the world says, blur, sometimes sugar high. But it is from here that I started altering my future, I discovered how to scream metal songs, and then I started so--w---ing (figure that yourselves) and then I had the awkward idea to form a band, however, due to the fact no one talks to me, I feel futureless again. And then I discovered psionics, and then lost another friend due to this, and then discovered SOMETHING EVEN WEIRDER THAN THE PHENOMENA OF THE PARANORMAL!!! SOMETHING THAT CAN BLOW ONE'S MIND AWAY IF THEY READ IT!! (not revealing, coz I never will, it could trigger war...) Right now I seriously wished I wasn't fated to be who I truly am. I am just...Amanda. Why me? I feel awkwardly stressed out, I'm still definately sceptical about this, I don't think I'm living in a fantasy world. I think maybe he just jumped into conclusions thinking I really am who I am. No. Why? How? If all of it is true, I want to unwind time COMPLETELY and then find its restart button, so I can just wish my true fate away....it's far too....cruel? stressful? sudden? creepy? or just beyond English vocabulary

Days of Stress

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: A whole medley of "Rock Band" songs
Mood: stressless
EXAMS ARE OVER!! WOOHOO!! (but for those taking Chinese and Music tomorrow, good luck, if they're any at all....) Oh and I forgotten to mention during the second last day of my holiday, I felt extremely happy, why? It's the attack of the ZEN!! (4Sc3 mates should know XD)

Yep, Lee Zen visited me unexpetedly, I mean it's only 4 days of holiday in Malaysia and he actually came down to see me. I feel special LOL jk. Not only that, I was idiotic enough to not take his pic but only he taking my pic.

So yeah, that day we went to Orchard cineplex and watched HSM 3, I know I sound really gay right now, but I gotta say I'm quite surprised by the stuff seen in High School Musical 3. Just to say it's big screen material, nothing else. But then what's even funnier was that the girls... okay, seriously loud as if speaking their minds, "AAHHH!!!" (during the opening with the close up of Troy) "HAHAHAHA" (the part where Troy was singing in 'night to remember' if not mistaken) freaky mainstream teens....but I gotta say, Rocketman was the one which actually made it funny. (ignore "nothing else")

Oh oh and, at least I got hold of one of Lee Zen's photos in 4Sc3's friendsters and I gotta say...

<LOLMFAO while ROFL!!!! ROCKER WANNABE LOLOLOLOLOL!!! The first time when I saw this photo I was showing this expression >> XD but my laugh is a mere "..." SERIOUSLY, I think it's a hard, high pitched laugh that I couldn't reach man! That emo lala nerd has changed!!(inside joke again with 4Sc3ers)
To Lee Zen: You SEE! I obviously pull the rocker look BETTER THAN YOU! Not only that, I was BORN A ROCKER/METALWOMAN, BEAT THAT XD XD (I know that the fake guitar ruined everything but, what's a girl without a real guitar gotta do? Pose with a noobish keyboard?)
See what I mean? A mere 61 note keyboard supposed to be for my brother but I can slide my fingers to create melody with it XD

And that's all folks! (wait, too cliche) Beat it! (unoriginality, it came from a song) And all you yesterdays can light fools like me (ripped off from Shakespeare -_-) FORGET IT! Here I am telling you that I am signing off my bloody blog, original enough?!