darkness resumes

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: with her mind
Mood: dark

This darkness continues to take over this body. Though her spine and head starts to ache, this pain, so soothing...maybe I should kill someone tomorrow. Three cheers for sweet revenge they say. Oh, how I love hatred and pain - my only way to show affection. Because every mourn of despair feeds my satisfaction. We'll see how thick skin a person can get when darkness wins. Set my victim ablaze, that ought to teach people not to mess with noir (French for dark/black) Welcome to my twisted circus. Watch me. Watch how I shall treat your brain as a fiddle, get mesmerised with the dancing fire. All to fill my desires, of hearing endless suffering.

Doesn't rhyme but I don't care, I'll strip my victims off till they're bare.
Tell you not to mess with fire, but you point to me and say I'm a liar.
Light n love is not easy to conquer, I don't think I can hold it any longer.
"Violence is not the way to solve", why do you even want to involve?
Poetry is a form of expression, diseases and syndromes are a mere digression.
Attention seeking just to gather a few, this group will then begin something new.
Cirque du Noir, Fallen City, these people will strike like electricity.
Life is just like a videogame, learn new skills all for you to gain.
TB, TK, whatever it is, these are the things you don't wanna miss.
Darkness is right now retreating, I feel like it's a form of relieving.
Other than metal, other than poems, now I feel like playing glow worms.
Or I can start to pack my things, when in Sumatra I'll be missing nothing.
Either that or a bit of PK, that's better than memorizing the KKK.
Fry screaming or a form art, the best way to escape when "Things Fall Apart".
Logarithms, reciprocals, and parabolas, teacher may be fun but I feel like screaming "AAAH!"
I know this poem has a bit of quirk, don't flame on this you big ol' jerk.

Anyone interested in making a metalcore band? I'll be the vocalist (that's pretty much what I can do anyways, maybe a bit of keyboards? Check one of my previous posts and there's a piano interpretation of Apologise by One Republic) As said many times before, or maybe not, just visit my youtube account and there's proof I am a good fry screamer (nvr meant to brag) I won't be that active until at least a year and a half (if IB isnt a burden. But if it is, then make that 3 years) but I feel like I really wanna be in a band part time because I really have that passion for metalcore. Something different than talking abt sex and romance all the time and its so straightforward. But yea, this isnt a job application script so I'll stop here.

ps: When I say make a band, I mean we do it seriously. Like recording and producing albums.

Ņơţĥıŋğ is Sweeter Than Sweet Revenge

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: -
Mood: pissed

Yes. Really looking forward to having my triumph over a bunch of si gemuk anjing di dalam sekolah saya yang tiada apa-apa baik utk buat. You'll alll prolly say"Congrats on finding yourself a bunch of school bullies." YAY! NOT

~In dreamworld-ish~
I'm seriously looking forward to sharpen my blade and start slaying already, the satisfaction of looking at blood. Blood from my enemies, yeah....that's the sign of triumph over agony...revenge, revenge, revenge...
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UGH! sometimes I really do feel like hell is on Earth and that I wanna escape from it and go to heaven already. *bangs head against keyboard* jkukhkj

§Wonderous Wednesday§ (ignore cheesy title coz I'm eating Cheezels yum! XD)

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: Truimph or Agony - Rhapsody Of Fire (well I'm in agony =-=)
Mood: refreshed

Wednesday. The day when my bag is light coz there's PE! XD yeah, we played soccer today, and I finally got to learn the right techniques of kicking the ball (NO TOES, i used to use my toes a lot when kicking) finally getting to realise my errors and why it doesn't go the direction I want it to go back then.

Then there's history class, nothing much to blog about. And then there's doooom (for me and me teammates at least) during me English class (not really, it's during lunch actually) And here's the thing that I had issues with at the beginning (not Singapore's kiasu genes fault lol) That is...

Voting without fairness.

I'm gonna use a lot of examples here so don't get offended. I really potong steam during our magazine presentation. Such hard work and dedication to making interesting reviews, and what do we get in the end? 0/10 readers. UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT?! Because our voters voted according to friendship instead on how good we do our work like wtf! This has also happened in Sri Garden, like voting for the president of Student Council. Actually, I trusted no candidate there, except maybe 1 or 2, but I voted the less popular one, Billy, coz I tot he may need a chance to show what he can do (he was an ex-prefect after all, even if he's a metalhead and anti hero kind of guy) but instead the popular one gets the most votes and now CD ain't happy, so am I (Her Own Enemy MUST be shown to YouTube =-=)

a fictional example (with real people):

Lee Zen wants to be voted as basketball captain. But there's another unknown guy who plays better than (kek shui =P) Lee Zen. But Lee Zen has more friends than the unknown dude that plays better than him. Results is that Lee Zen wins over the other just coz he's got more frens. Really unfair.

Well luckily we're all gonna leave this floating castle generalised as High school real soon. When we step into society, none of this is ever happening again, thank goodness for that. I WANT TO GRADUATE ALREADY! I HATE HIGH SCHOOL

Last Minutes in Heaven

RELOCATIONIST'S REPORT

Now Playing: nothing
Mood: guilt....yet urging to draw

Ugh....I nearly cried in public yesterday. This time it's got nothing to do with SG, it's because...my mom forced me to eat P-O-R-K!! OUTRAGEOUS! FOR A SEMI VEG LIKE ME TO BE FORCED TO EAT PORK JUST TO CALM MY MOM'S ANGER WTF!!!! I even drank chicken soup, ate silverfish, had duck gravy (even if those kind of stuff are minor coz I'm just a semi) BUT STILL OMFG why do some parents accept being vegetarianism but not mine? Even if my mom knows how foie gras are made (putting a tube into the duck's mouth and forcing it to eat..like a lot) but yet she says it's part of the circle of life.

Fact: We were once the hunted. We were prolly herbivores back then I guess. Coz our intestines are herbivore-ish. Plus, meat clogs our arteries, but thank God for our stronger digestive system these days that doesn't make us suffer from indigestion, which somehow excludes old ppl (no offense). Quoted from somewhere "Blest this world for it's fruit without having to spill blood." or something among those lines, why can't we people move to just....stop global warming and solve the food crisis?! Circle of life...circle of lifeless carcasses being served at our dinner table that is.

sigh, enough rants. But anyways, today in school we had Racial Harmony Day. I wore the sotong outfit aka baju kurung to school today, sang the choir. Then I skipped RDA today. I won't want an expensive silk clothing to get dirty =_= But then inspiration struck yesterday, and I started designing new characters for a prolly 2 hr long motion picture, but again I still have to wait and get my job, before I can move on being producer for what I'm dreaming of...again. Now there's two stories stuck in my head - Academy 1957 and Last Minutes in Heaven (both are working titles) I'll draw the new characters when I have the time, when I'm done I'll submit to dA. And DON'T STEAL MY ART!!!

Enough complains for today.
EDIT: I'M GONNA DEAL WITH EATING MEAT AGAIN!!!!! WHY IS THE WORLD SO CRUEL?????!!!!!!!!!! (it's won ton noodles btw T_T)
EDIT EDIT: It's vegetarian curry rice! Complete with tofu, potato and spinach! XD

♂Prelude 8 - Atrabilious♂

Now Playing: Childhood Dreamers - Childhood Dreamers
Mood: melancholic, [which is actually the meaning of the title (Kar Keat I hope you remembered your English lesson XD)] and a certain part of this blog, I'm pissed.

Out of Topic: Before that, I actually double clicked the song Her Own Enemy(it means play all in my library), then after the song end, I tot February's Blue Sky is gonna play again, unexpectedly BOOM Children of Bodom's song "Are You Dead Yet" was bursting my com's amp O_O (because after Childhood Dreamers in my library is Children of Bodom)and I nearly died of a heart attack. Yeah, random =__= Back to the real thing.

Wei Lip came to give me the edited version of their demo. Sounds better, and for some reason, the fuzziness of the electric guitar is reduced. The wonders of technology...what's next? Flying cars?

Now the melancholic part. Today during art class, my teacher just mentioned that I'm leavng to the whole class. That just got me in a muse. there's so many things I'm leaving behind. Friends. ahem...you all know who. All would be left behind, though we may still contact, it'll never be the same again. I'll be completely estranged, so far away...But my heart would still remain intact, I don't know why or how bonds like these are formed. But it makes me sad to have lost a limb or two (or three or four). Sigh, at least there would be a farewell party next Friday, my frens are throwing it for me, I'm deeply grateful to them...always...

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Well,*straightens up* now that I expressed my emotional part, here's something factual for you guys to know. According to psychology, when a person has been pestering someone by giving TONS of compliments to another, it would freak the other out. Why? I don't know, but it's psychology for ya. There's also variants of these scenarios. Like continually "apologizing" for something that he knew that he enjoyed. Let me tell you more about this "he" fella.

Dubbed by the majority (or the whole of Form 4) as the chui sui wong = exaggerating lies king. Known to have commited adultery at the age of 11 WTF. Smokes. And ONE HELLA ANNOYING!! ONE GOOD EXAMPLE IS THE ABOVE SITUATION!!! This is no longer a silent grudge, my friend. Why am I this stupid to have it a silent grudge at the first place, if it was a grudge then things would've turned out better for all of us. This person is none other than *somone cuts in and says his name* yes you are absolutely correct random person. So mr. tomato head, fu*k off my life, and everyone else's, you'll make everyone happy if you weren't born in the first place.

And that's just it for today, I have dinner.

ҝҖPrelude 7 (the other was an extra I guess ._.) - Weekend's lineupҖҝ

Now Playing: She Is Dangerous - Blessed By A Broken Heart
Mood: Neutrally pissed

I'm sure all you SG-ians heard about IFF rite?? (Dun answer me back dat was a rheotorical quesiton, which means you're not supposed to answer back =.=) so for the next 3 days, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday I'll be busy. Don't expect me to blog on these days. so here's the lineup of the upcoming social events: (hopefully they succeed and make me happy =S)

Friday: Teacher's Day (and Friday 13)
There will be assembly and outdoor activities bla bla bla. BUT, HOWEVER, CONVERSELY, TO PUT IT THE OTHER WAY, class parties are banned =__= NOOOOOOOO!!!!!! TWISTER!!! NO ONE TO CHALLENGE IN THAT GAME T_T AND NO MORE TORTUROUS CRIES from from from from from from from...Alex *replays last year's cry in pain in my head and view of being crushed by heavy weight on neck* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Boring man, instead have to study like nerds -_- c'mon man, this was Sri Garden's tradition! What else did our principal cancelled? Musical? Cheerleading? Dance Mania? Now this?

Saturday: International Food Fiesta
What happened today:


Wei Lip and Jordan comes to sit at the table I'm sitting in at lunchtime

Jordan: *talks in heavy Chinese language and slang*
Wei Lip: *replies to Jordan in Chinese*
Me: ._. *probably confused*
Vivi: ._. *probably doesn't care*
Jordan: *continues talking in Chinese with heavier slang*
Wei Lip: *does the same*
...
A few moments later
...
Wei Lip: Ni gen ta jiang la. (You tell her la)
Jordan: Band performance on IFF is cancelled
Me: WHAT?!

EDIT: The REAL "story time" At first, the president of the student council promised them the sound system for Childhood Dreamers to perform even if the costs would be expensive. He also promised to support them and stuff like that, y'kno. Then a few days after the IFF auditions, he comes to say that he might not be able to provide the sound system as the costs are expensive and more than the budget. then 2 years days before the IFF event, he comes to say the performance was cancelled. Imagine you have to put up all the effort of performing 8 songs due 2 weeks, then at the last minute cancelled, of course you'll be pissed off, like CD, shiz...I was actually planning to record "Her Own Enemy" into the camera as I didn't catch it on Sweet 16 -_- WTFFFF MAN

Not only that, our Art club selling the stuff damn boring. Drinks only (with a few cupcakes). Yes you've read that right. However, the KS3 juniors would sell handicrafts. No games on own club= BORING. No CD = BORING x2. If friends of Cempaka dun turn up = BORING x3

Sunday: Faking It
To round all activities up, a mock-up date with Childhood Dreamers. Yeah, to Sunway. Hope this would make up all the misery that may befall me during those two days.

That's it for today, I have to sleep or my mom would butcher me. X_x

┌OOT (Out Of Topic) Finish Me Off┘

Now Playing: Nemo - Nightwish
Mood: urging to blow my top

CUT ME SOME SLACK MAN THIS IS THE HOLIDAYS AFTER ALL, TO HELL WITH LIFE WHY WAS I EVEN HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE I WANT SSG NOT SOME OTHER SINGAPORE SCHOOL. FTW MAN